Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Happy new year eve! :)
2009 has been an awesome year!!! It doesn't mean that everything was perfect and in line with what I wanted, but it has been a year whereby I grow as a person :) It is also the transition year! :) Mainly..Relationship, Ministry and Work :)
1) Relationship
Needless to say, you all know that i'm attached right?? heheh..if that's a revelation to you, please look at the header banner above this entry! :) that's my dear dear..Titus Seow :) We got attached this year, 2009! Many people have asked me how we get to know each other, is it love at first sight? Actually not love at first sight (where got so romantic??!) but its more of like having good impression of each other when we were first introduced. We all met in school, at our annual school camp's fright night recce. It was 2007. I was going to be year 2 and he's going to be year 3 in the following semester. After which, we started msn-ing each other often..working together for nus chc ministry..studying in library together..and started giving each other chocolates...Lol. (thanks to Kenneth J. who taught him how to test water! roars!) etc..We din have a smooth path to getting attached due to some things..He waited for quite a while because i'm not ready and all..and FINALLY when we get attached..things were not smooth also..Coz i was super awkward having a guy comes into my life suddenly! I wasn't myself..din dare to talk much...din eat much coz i really chi1 bu4 xia4 even though i'm super hungry..(not of self-consciousness..but more of like..discomfort..heh) He was always very worried whenever I couldn't eat (coz eating has always been my hobby!) ..but thankfully as months pass..I become myself! praise the Lord..I do all kinds of rubbish and nonsense things with him and he's like, "HUh you weren't like that last time! You changed! =X" heh heh heh..Now you know my true colourssss....ROARS!
Thank God for dear dear in my life :)) He really dotes on me and is very gentle and understanding towards me:)
2) Ministry
2009 is also the year when i become cell group leader :)) This has been my dream for the past few years! Thank God that He brought me through. Even when i was a helper, it was challenging! haha..but thankfully, i have an inspiring and understanding leader, Boonkiat! Boonkiat is not only my leader, but my brother and friend :) I remember those times when I will email, call and meet him just to tell him certain things and he will be super patient towards me :) And he has helped me in so many ways. And without his help, i dare to say that i won't be the Myrna you see today. In a way..i'm brought up by him because he taught me so much things..and some things do not need to be say it out..but just live it out..and he really plays a very big part in my development as a person:) And i simply love N109, my cg! :)) They are awesome people and they taught me a lot of things! Even though we all have our differences..especially the huge age gap..but we are able to grow and learn together :)) I pray that God will set His anointing upon us and each of us will do things that we ourselves can't imagine:))
3) Work.
I started our my first job in 2009! I'm a noob and there's a thousand and one thing that i have to learn. I struggled as its a big transition being a student vs working adult. But one important lesson that I learnt when i started working is..Humility. I have to learn to humble myself and learn from my mistakes & weaknesses. I realized i have so many weakness whenl i started on my job. roars! Lol.. It is so right! How well we do at home will reflect upon how well we do at our workplace! For example, I'm an untidy person at home and sad to say..i brought untidiness to my workplace as well! =X And that day, i suddenly remember this saying, hence, i packed my room and when i go to work, i realized that being tidy is not that difficult at all! everything starts at home. Everyday when i go to work, I pray that God will be with me and I always remind myself that i need to exude spirit of excellence and improve on many areas that i'm weak in:)
I thank God for this year and i'm proud to say that it has been a fulfilling 2009!! :)
It is 1am now..i'm sleepy..and i have to work tml... will continue in my next entry...good night! Happy new year eve! :)
Friday, December 25, 2009
My december :))
Finally, i'm back to blogging!! it has been nearly 1 month since i last blogged! To think i used to blog almost everyday :)) December is an exciting month for me! So many events and happenings! Hence, here's some things that I did for the past 3 weeks!
Farewell for my most artistic and talented cg member! DAVID :) He just finish his Alevel and went back to china le. He composed over 50+ music pieces and i boldly say...he's SUPER TALENTED. His songs are very Jay Chou alike and he composed the band music as well!! All of us who had listened to his song compositions were stunned to the max! *thumbs up*! Not only does he composes well, he sings v v well too! And he can draw artistic stuff. A real talent!! :)
KTV-ing at Yongsheng's place! haha
Gathering of the NUS Peeps @ Fish & Co!


All thanks to Changhan who managed to organise this gathering within a span of 2 days! :))

Wedding of Clement and SiYi! Clement is our Nus friend !

W Peiyun:)

Dear dear! His shades, not mine! Lol

The sisters, Phoebe and Victoria :)
10 Month Anniversary!! :)
Eton & Labrador Hostel Befriender's programme! :)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009
:)
I'm really blessed by what Pastor Kong shared Sunday. The most crucial revelation that speaks into my heart is this verse by someone, "Giving while living" I was like woahhh..very often, we, including me, had this limited mindset that "i'm too tired, too busy..I'm no time for anything..I'm just toooo occupied!" As pastor is sharing, i begin to understand within my spirit that I cannot live for myself. If i live for myself, its about me ME MEEE...then life is not meaningful anymore! Coz our eyes will just keep to ourselves and not look around to other people's need. :) After pastor laid hands on me, i just felt so lifted up! To me personally, the worst thing that can happen in my life is to have my heart not beat against the heart of Christ.. I'm looking forward to serving Him more, doing whatever i can to help others and contributing to the Kingdom of God. I have to admit, I'm physically tired, I'm busy, I've little time BUT I'm going to use whatever i have and do whatever I can to glorify Him! :) I have to be stronger than before:)
All in all.....
I lOVE YOU JESUS !
:)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Case 39

Watched this movie with dear today. Case 39. It talks about a family social worker, Emily coming across this case #39. A girl, Lily is seemingly being neglected by her parents and when Emily did house visitation, the parents are suspected of being psychotic. During one night, Lily called Emily for help and when Emily reached the house, her parents had locked her in a oven, wanting to bake her alive! Yucks! After which, the parents are sent to a mental institute while Lily stayed with Emily..And then..hur hur..the thrills began..People around them started to die mysteriously..OK..shall not continue anymore!
I give it 3/5 stars! I was really scared by some parts that closed my eyes & ears and clung so tightly to the handsome gentleman next to me =X however, my threshold level for scary movie is quite low so can't use my comments as the standard! At least this is not those horror movie, its more of a thriller. i hope i wont have nightmares tonight! :X Or else, as said to dear, i will call him in the middle of the night to wake him up!! heh.
It's going to be monday in a few hours! Weekend passes really fast! =x
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Heewei and Biwei's wedding:))
Their wedding is at Little Bali (near old SAJC cpd there) and i din know this place actually existed until just now! I have to say...the food is VERY GOOD. I love it!
Holy Matrimony :))

Chew chew and i =DD

With dear dear :)

It is always good to go for friend's wedding! to be part of the group to witness their blissful moment! Anyway girls are always girls..whenever i ( i think most of the girls too!) attend wedding, i will think of how my future wedding will be like. keke..anyway i kinda know what kinda gown, car, and programme i want to have already hahaha
The newly weds! :)

Howard, Keith, Willy, Chris, Mingli, Chew, Biwei, Heewei, Me and dear :)
Again, congratulations!!! :))

Sunday, November 22, 2009
Happy 9th Month Anniversary!!
But Some of the things that dear/we will do:
1) He will treat me to good food when he knows i'm stressed ( food can really perk me up!)
2) We will always share ice cream whenever we buy, but we need to fight to eat it or not i will gobble up everything when he was buying clothes. fastest hands first!
3) We will always at least sms each other every day because every though we dont meet daily, this makes us feel as if we are around one another.
4) We will ask each other a lot of imaginery questions..Lol..like.."Oh! what if one day i lost my figure after 5 years, how would u react?" "Oh! if you have to choose either one, which one would u choose? I'm barren or i'm disfigured?" Lol..
the list goes on.....
all in all, i thank God for Dear dear because he made my life sweeter & better! :) whee :)
Friday, November 20, 2009
My week:)
Honestly, it was really physically tiring! We just opened a counter at Robinsons Centrepoint and the opening was on wednesday.Hence that explains the hectic schedule for the whole week. we have been preparing for it and working towards it. :) Even though it was a crazy week but i'm glad i'm part of it! heheh.
Unfortunately, i got bitten by some insects and my leg was swollen. 2 days before, Jess, insisted that she brings me to at least buy medication coz she says my swell really CMI. I even wore black stockings to cover up the next day coz it looks rather disgusting..hence, the day after that, which is yesterday, after i reached home, the pain was intense that i cried and i couldn't walk properly. I was like, "How come i din feel any pain or swell until i reach home and remove my stocking!!" roars! Hence, I went to see a doctor and I din go to work today. I stayed at home and just catch up on my sleep.
I'm really looking forward to Public Holiday!!! The next one is next friday! Now i really realized the importance and significance of it!! haha too think that i took it for granted last time!! And also Christimas, New Year and Chinese New Year! come to think of it, it'll be the first time dear dear and I celebrate all these festival together as a couple!
I already took 1 afternoon and 1 evening nap just now, but i just feel so drowsy now, going to sleep le, good night!! :))
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Marina Barrage!
Went to Marina Barrage yesterday! Sound so kuku but it was my first time ytd! Heard so many people talking abt it and finally, i've been there! Its quite a nice place! but really must have car, or not it will be so inconvenient. It reminds me the roof top of esplande, but definitely so much spacious and it has an awesome view!
Guess whose legs are those?
On the way up!! :)
Sandra, Chew and I wanna be the ambassador for this drink! highly recommeded by Chew!
LOL. do u know what is it? heh
At around 3am, all of us go home. Praise God for cars! And thank you Lw for driving Sandra and I home!:) He lives at the extreme east yet drove us back to the extreme west, appreciated!
Finally, us! Kenneth, Yanghong, Liangwei, Chew, me and Sandra
haha we had a great night! But we din get to eat MSW. In case you don't know what's MSW. It means Mao Shan Wang! A type of durian! =DD It v v nice! BUT. expensive =/ hur hur..
I wonder when can I buy a car..haven't drive for so longggg!! RoARS!
=DD
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Body Inc :))
As I have no experience in marketing at all, I worked very closely with my boss and followed him around when he meets biz associates and partners. At times, i also dont know what to say during the meetings, so I would listen and try to learn from them. But I thank God my boss got funny bones. lol..Its fun working under him too! Also, he got lots of experience in media and marketing, hence he teaches and guides me a lot. He passes me a marketing magazine to read today and from there, he gave me homework to do over the weekend, and he will discuss and go through with me on monday. It's really 1 to 1 lecture and tutorial!! How to find this kinda boss nowadays?? He shared that he used to be very fierce and all of his female subordinates in his previous job will cry under him. But he said he thank God that He found God, hence I am in safe hands now. heh :)
I thank God that the 5 months of waiting is worth it because I get to do something that I really enjoy. I remember telling my close friends around me that I really believe in having a job position which I really love and enjoy. We get a job not just for survival but for a purpose :):)
I thank God for answering my prayers :) I will work very hard and try to learn as much as I can :)
Praise the Lord:))
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Heart
"Hey its okay, take ur time to find a job! Better enjoy ur holiday now, u still have the rest of ur life to work!"
"I have been keeping you in prayer and i believe u will get a job position which u reallly like!"
"I'm believing together with u, keep on pressing on!"
:)
And have i met up with people who are at the other end? a bit critical or judgemental? Hmmm not really people who are like that, but honestly, yes there are just a few insensitive comments that don't edify me at all.
Wanted to write it down, but i think i will not do so :)
hur hur. Upset? Affected? Yes of coz! But only for that 1 min. Because I know and I know that I will certainly get a good job! And i definitely have the support of my friends & family and Jesus! I know.. they who gave insenstive comments won't be the ones whom i can rely on :))
Am I anxious?? Honestly, Yes and No. Yes, it's because its going to be the end of the year which means i'm not studying or working for nearly 5 months! doesn't look good on my resume. No, its because I really really believe that God will give me something really good. As long as I do whatever I can, do my very best, God will do the rest :))And during these few months, I have learnt to appreciate little things. I learnt to appreciate the time spent with my friends & family. I learnt to think more about things. I get more time to read, exercise & go anywhere I want. And i learnt to appreciate the lesson plan that God has put in my life during this period of time. I was v easily frustrated and upset few months ago ( u can ask titus, lol..he knows & sees) because of the job thingie. Compare to now, i won't say it's gone completely, but it's getting lesser and lesser of that :)) I know i have to grow up and grow out of this. And for the past few week's de cg sermons, i just felt that the Word is so appropriate for me. About waiting for the appointed time, learning to be patient etc.
I thank God for putting beautiful people around me to encourage me during this period of time! :) And I have learnt the importance of self encouragement too :)

When I cannot see God's Hand, I will trust His Heart :)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Outing with cousins!
Soup spoon! haha Jasmine is only year 2 in her poly years and she's having her attachment next week, hence, she insisted on treating us coz she said she's working Lol! Initially she wanted to eat at sakae sushi and asked us to go in coz she's treating. We dragged her away immediately and then, we went soup spoon!



Saturday, October 10, 2009
Night Safari - Halloween Nigggght!!
I was so excited when i know that we are gg there coz it's something special! However, ONCE AGAIN, HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF. I made sure that i put dear's camera on my table so that i can see it so obviously and that i charged the battery to the max. And i kept reminding myself to put the battery into the camera, and then into my bag. When i was on the way to meet dear..ROARS!! I forget to bring my memory card AGAIN!!! :(
Thankfully, still got his hp cam! Shall let the pictures do the talking! :)
Here we are!




Gorgeous ghost!


This is the tram!




My favourite ghost! but she's so scary when she keep staring at me right in front of me!

Our tram tour guide!

If u have noticed, there is not many photos abt animals. lol..

Cook some soup Popo!

This Aladdin scared many ppl! wherever he went, there will be screams!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
My 2 fave girls:)
Twinniez and I went to shop for her office clothes as she's starting work soon!!
CONGRATS TWINNIEZ! :)) hee and it is always a good time for us to catch up. She bought nice and sweet tops! But i didn't buy anything. saw many nice clothes tho! Really like the irresistable leather skinny pants @ mango. I'm not a fan of mango stuffs but that leather pants is really awesome!!! But over the months and years, i learnt to differentiate my "NEEDS" and "WANTS". and yes, that's a want. lol.


In the evening, Kelly and I met and we went to our favourite hideout. We have been to this place for a few times in this recent 2 mths. lol. Nice place to chill & catch up. And yes, we spend like 3 hrs just talking LOL. Our dreams, our future wedding, our retirement plans...u name it.. AND.... askin each other so weird questions. Like..
"Would u prefer urself to be 135cm or 210cm??"
"Would u prefer ur husband to be 140cm w a handsome face or to be tall guy with handsome face but is bald and have super big beer belly?"
"Would u want to be the CEO of Singtel but earning $2k per month or a road sweeper with monthly income of $10k?"
Assume all are permanent no changes can be done or improved. Lol shan't reveal our answers here!

Our dinner!! :)

2 special girls in my life! They have been with me for about 6 years, and still counting! :)
I LOVE THEM :)