I was just surfing through some of my friends' blog and saw Willy, Titus and Estelle actually wrote a letter to their future partner. I was thinking..Hmm... perhaps i should do so too :)
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Hello my handsome, intelligent, charming, spiritual, jovial, humourous, big-hearted, lovely special best friend!
haha dunno when will u see this letter and know that this is meant for you. Anyway, i believe that God will give me the best for me. He knows my weaknesses and knows that you can complement and strengthen me in those areas. Many people have asked me whether i'm attached and when they know I'm not, they are very shocked and asked me why haven't? And i always give the same answer. I still haven't meet the right one. People come and people come go. Through these years, there may be crushes, eye candies and ambiguous ones, but till now, there is still not someone who can capture my full attention. Someone who can make me want to cook for him, wash dishes for him, clean and tidy up his room. Coz i DISLIKE doing all those! If anyone like u can make me do all these..Heh. You're the special one.
I wonder who you are. Whether i know you long ago? or know u only recently? I also wonder what thing we have gone through together. Coz in my mind, i think relationship that has gone through special times, like trials will be much strengthened.
I may be yearning to know who you are, but i'm not in a rush. Because i believe in good timing! haha! Like..
somewhere in the beach,
The sun is setting,
the blow is blowing gently,
I could see no one except you,
The times we went through
All seems to be a fairytale..
And our eyes met.
We froze for a moment,
yet it seems like eternity..
We realized that our hearts are pumping so quickly.
Your hands reach out for mine.
That's when we realized,
we are meant for each other.
HAHA okay!i believe by faith our aknowledgement for each other will be romantic yah.
We may have our differences but i know one thing for sure, we both love God and wanna serve Him forever. Also, i think our personality should be quite similar right?? We can laugh so madly and have so much fun without restraint and share each other burden with love and encouragement.
Hope to know you soon! :)
Myrna
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Sunday, September 9, 2007
A PASSION FOR LIFE
Wooh! today's a sunday! i've been out of the house since 7,8am and only back only around 8pm plus. Today is really filled with so much things that sets me into pondering. By the way, many of my friends know that i am very busy on sunday, and they always wonder why. so let me share with u my typical sunday :)
haha i went for morning service, then today's speak is Nick Vujicic. He is a motivational speaker and travels around the world. He is really amazing. He is born without limps. No arm, no legs A 8 min video about his growing up is shown. Since young, Nick is really a v handsome boy. When i saw his pictures and video of him, i'm like.."oh no..wasted". However, this guy is really fabulous! Despite not having limps, he can still swim, ride the horse, go boating etc. And the most amazing part of him that strikes me is that, HE LOVES LIFE :)
At that point of time, i'm really very inspired and encouraged by Nick. How many of us love life? how many of us live life to the fullest like him? From the way he communicate with the audience, the way he bravely faced about his handicap and the way he simply love the way he is, are really fabulous. At that point, i was thinking, "I am healthy person without any disability in the physical body, but am i living life the fullest?"
The passion he has for life really inspires me. I believe everyone of us will go through times when our passion for life has diminished to a level where we don't have any vision and dream. Maybe for me myself, i was like that too. Then, i could not see any purpose in life. I saw no reason behind it. I wondered where is my life when i am alive. However, i feel in my heart that everyone is born, no because of chance but, purposefully. I served in Jams ministry, where students there are intellectually challenged or autistic. They are really very nice people :) I often wonder how their world is like. is it simpler? happier? I like them. I like them for being themselves. I like them for being simple. I like them for being frank with their own feelings. I can never understand how their parents feel, the emotional drain, financial burden and physical tension they have to go through. I have a student called GS, he is 15 years old i think. However, he has very weak leg, couldn't walk steadily. Hence, his mother, around my size, has to carry him frequently wherever he goes..and when i go for visitation, i can see how the parents treat their child. They really love them a lot..=) something that really touches my heart. A love that is so beautiful. A love that is unconditional. A love that is sacrificial. A love that embraces the whole child. What about many of us? What about me? Can i love people unconditionally and sacrifically? This is something i have to learn. And i really wanna outpour whatever love i have in me to the people out there.
Nick mentioned in his sharing that every circumstance that we go through, has a purpose in it. This is so that when we had gone through it, we are able to fully understand how it really feels. Then we in turn are able to help the person who is going through it. When he said that, i totally agreed. For me myself, last time, i often wondered why i need to go through those terrible and traumatizing times few years ago. Now I know, this is so that i can reach out to the hearts of the young girls who are going through the same time i once went through! Life has a purpose indeed. :) I believe many hearts are touched by Nick. His whole life is a miracle. His whole life is a message to all that Passion drives our life. :)
After service, i was talking and walking with Gabriel and Niming to the mrt, supposed to meet Liangwei and some of the cell guys. then SUDDENLY! my shoe's strap is detached! i was like..OH NO..and it was like daggling all over. So we went to one side and i tried to place the strap back but to no avail. To me, its gone! I am supposed to be at riverwalk at 2pm for Jams conference. I can't go there dragging my foot there? Then Gabriel n Niming took my shoes and tried to place it back, but still cannot! Many passer by saw and its very embarrassing! so we went to another side of the expo mrt to do the shoes. Then Liangwei and the guys came over. Gabriel, a medicine student, still says, "oh man, We gotta do a big operation for her shoes!" Then the 5,6 of them take turns to try salvage my shoes. They even ask me to just cut away the strap but i refused to. Yen was trying to figure how to insert the nails back or sth, then Liangwei offered, say he got plier, asked if we need. I was like.. "!!!! You brought a plier out for WAD?" then he said, "Coz i'm a NS MAN ma!" heh! After that Yen still needs a scissor and liangwei got a pen knife. i was like "WELL EQUIPPED". After quite a long time, the operation is a success. and Yen asked,"Eh Myrna, so are u eating with us?" then i told them no, beause i gotta go for the conference. then Yen is like, " YOu mean you are not eating with us? Haiyah! shouldn't have help you make your shoes, still tot you're going off with us! I am going to wash my hands! "
Before he said that i still thought all of them are very gentlemanly, but after that sentence...MMmm..NOOOOOOOooo!!HAha
But afterall, after knowing them for quite some time my cell group guys are all v nice..They have a willing spirit :)
Today's really great. Learn so much..
All we need, is
A passion for life.
A willing heart.
A love to give.
:)
haha i went for morning service, then today's speak is Nick Vujicic. He is a motivational speaker and travels around the world. He is really amazing. He is born without limps. No arm, no legs A 8 min video about his growing up is shown. Since young, Nick is really a v handsome boy. When i saw his pictures and video of him, i'm like.."oh no..wasted". However, this guy is really fabulous! Despite not having limps, he can still swim, ride the horse, go boating etc. And the most amazing part of him that strikes me is that, HE LOVES LIFE :)
At that point of time, i'm really very inspired and encouraged by Nick. How many of us love life? how many of us live life to the fullest like him? From the way he communicate with the audience, the way he bravely faced about his handicap and the way he simply love the way he is, are really fabulous. At that point, i was thinking, "I am healthy person without any disability in the physical body, but am i living life the fullest?"
The passion he has for life really inspires me. I believe everyone of us will go through times when our passion for life has diminished to a level where we don't have any vision and dream. Maybe for me myself, i was like that too. Then, i could not see any purpose in life. I saw no reason behind it. I wondered where is my life when i am alive. However, i feel in my heart that everyone is born, no because of chance but, purposefully. I served in Jams ministry, where students there are intellectually challenged or autistic. They are really very nice people :) I often wonder how their world is like. is it simpler? happier? I like them. I like them for being themselves. I like them for being simple. I like them for being frank with their own feelings. I can never understand how their parents feel, the emotional drain, financial burden and physical tension they have to go through. I have a student called GS, he is 15 years old i think. However, he has very weak leg, couldn't walk steadily. Hence, his mother, around my size, has to carry him frequently wherever he goes..and when i go for visitation, i can see how the parents treat their child. They really love them a lot..=) something that really touches my heart. A love that is so beautiful. A love that is unconditional. A love that is sacrificial. A love that embraces the whole child. What about many of us? What about me? Can i love people unconditionally and sacrifically? This is something i have to learn. And i really wanna outpour whatever love i have in me to the people out there.
Nick mentioned in his sharing that every circumstance that we go through, has a purpose in it. This is so that when we had gone through it, we are able to fully understand how it really feels. Then we in turn are able to help the person who is going through it. When he said that, i totally agreed. For me myself, last time, i often wondered why i need to go through those terrible and traumatizing times few years ago. Now I know, this is so that i can reach out to the hearts of the young girls who are going through the same time i once went through! Life has a purpose indeed. :) I believe many hearts are touched by Nick. His whole life is a miracle. His whole life is a message to all that Passion drives our life. :)
After service, i was talking and walking with Gabriel and Niming to the mrt, supposed to meet Liangwei and some of the cell guys. then SUDDENLY! my shoe's strap is detached! i was like..OH NO..and it was like daggling all over. So we went to one side and i tried to place the strap back but to no avail. To me, its gone! I am supposed to be at riverwalk at 2pm for Jams conference. I can't go there dragging my foot there? Then Gabriel n Niming took my shoes and tried to place it back, but still cannot! Many passer by saw and its very embarrassing! so we went to another side of the expo mrt to do the shoes. Then Liangwei and the guys came over. Gabriel, a medicine student, still says, "oh man, We gotta do a big operation for her shoes!" Then the 5,6 of them take turns to try salvage my shoes. They even ask me to just cut away the strap but i refused to. Yen was trying to figure how to insert the nails back or sth, then Liangwei offered, say he got plier, asked if we need. I was like.. "!!!! You brought a plier out for WAD?" then he said, "Coz i'm a NS MAN ma!" heh! After that Yen still needs a scissor and liangwei got a pen knife. i was like "WELL EQUIPPED". After quite a long time, the operation is a success. and Yen asked,"Eh Myrna, so are u eating with us?" then i told them no, beause i gotta go for the conference. then Yen is like, " YOu mean you are not eating with us? Haiyah! shouldn't have help you make your shoes, still tot you're going off with us! I am going to wash my hands! "
Before he said that i still thought all of them are very gentlemanly, but after that sentence...MMmm..NOOOOOOOooo!!HAha
But afterall, after knowing them for quite some time my cell group guys are all v nice..They have a willing spirit :)
Today's really great. Learn so much..
All we need, is
A passion for life.
A willing heart.
A love to give.
:)
Saturday, September 8, 2007
PICS!
I just gottaensome pics from Grace today! its for my SOT Graduation. She sent me quite a lot of them, however i look v chou in all the pics, so only uploaded some of the okay ones heh.
It's a 1 second glory, but i'm so nervous.
This is my anointed CGL BoonKiat!
My twinnie n I :)
haha yes shaun,we graduated!
Us again! haha we love to imagine.
I love these girls! Post grad.
It's a 1 second glory, but i'm so nervous.
This is my anointed CGL BoonKiat!
My twinnie n I :)
haha yes shaun,we graduated!
Us again! haha we love to imagine.
I love these girls! Post grad.
Friday, September 7, 2007
THANK GOD!
Today is a long day for me! i start school at 8am and end school at 530pm, got 8 hours of lecture today. But today's really great!! i have always wanted to do something, but because of the lack of support, i did not do it! but today, i finally told my parents...that i wanna resume my piano course! YEAH!
i started learning piano when i was 9 years old, till i was 15 years old. grade 6 already. But stopped and gave up halfway because of the lack of time. Quite recently, this year, every time i see people play the piano, i am really very envious of them. Due to the lack of practice and proper training, i couldn't play back the same standard as i did. But now! even though i'm a bit too old for that, i'm really happy that i'm going to resume the course! went to check out the price just now, its $270+ for theory and practical..to me, it's ex! But praise the Lord! My parents agreed to increase my allowance once again to help to fulfil my little wish :) thank God for them.
Really..i really thank God for my parents. We are not rich but my parents are not a miser when it comes to upgrading our personal value. When i was young, i wanted to learn so many things, ballet, violin, guitar, abacus, piano etc. My parents let me learn them all. haha But in the end, after some time, when i had enough fun of it, i would just give up. But they never force me or reprimand me.. I know all they wanted is to let me be happy..Like for SOT, my parents are not Christians and they really dun understand why i wanna go SOT. They asked, "why do u want to go SOT? u want to be a pastor is it?" But still, they sponsor me go despite not accepting why i did it. I know, all they wanted is me being happy.. =) I told God many times..if i am given a chance to be reborn into another family, maybe in an influential, powerful and rich familiy to be treated like a princess..i WILL still choose to be my parents's daughter..To be born into the Wang's familiy. Coz i'm already a princess in the family! How much more can i ask? I love my father, my mother and brother.. :) When i grow up, i really wanna provide as much as i can for my parents. Even when i'm married, i wan to live near them. I want them to take care of my children. I want to bring them out for holidays twice a year. I want them to enjoy life and not to worry about anything.
While i was on my way home just now, i was listening to this song, Guardian Angel 專屬天使 by TANK. It's a very beautiful song. Sometimes when i'm outside, and while listening to this song, tears will keep flowing from my eyes.
The chorus it says:
沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁
妳是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
擁有一個專屬天使
我哪裡還需要別的願望
Bridge:
要不是妳出現 我一定還在沉睡
喔 絕望的以為 生命只有黑夜
i believe, this goes for everyone. In our life, there's bound to be this special guardian angel who guides us out of the darkness when we're in the valley. And to me, its Jesus :) Some may think Jesus is just a figure that is too far for us to know. But to me, Jesus is my greatest pal!
Jesus, a girl's best friend.
This girl, was scarred.
Scarred in her heart.
Blinded on her eyes.
Wounded on her hands.
She did not know where she is.
She felt as if she's an alien.
She asked, Who am I..Who am I..
No one answers her.
No one tells her why.
Almost every night, she cried to sleep.
She abused herself.
She threw her temper
She messed up her room.
She shut herself in her own heart of closet
Never to let people in
Never to let herself out
All she wanted to know is, who is she?
Until the day, She met Him.
He knocked on the closet.
He told her, You're my Princess.My precious daughter.
She teared.
Asking, Am i really your precious daughter? I'm not fit to.
He said, Yes You are. I know you. You are you.
The precious girl whom i took care since the world began.
That day, the girl gave her heart to Him,
came out of the closet
embrace Him
embrace herself
embrace the world.
Today, the girl grew up strong.
Love Him.
Love herself
Love the people around her
Because of
His love
His acceptance.
Thank you Jesus :)
i started learning piano when i was 9 years old, till i was 15 years old. grade 6 already. But stopped and gave up halfway because of the lack of time. Quite recently, this year, every time i see people play the piano, i am really very envious of them. Due to the lack of practice and proper training, i couldn't play back the same standard as i did. But now! even though i'm a bit too old for that, i'm really happy that i'm going to resume the course! went to check out the price just now, its $270+ for theory and practical..to me, it's ex! But praise the Lord! My parents agreed to increase my allowance once again to help to fulfil my little wish :) thank God for them.
Really..i really thank God for my parents. We are not rich but my parents are not a miser when it comes to upgrading our personal value. When i was young, i wanted to learn so many things, ballet, violin, guitar, abacus, piano etc. My parents let me learn them all. haha But in the end, after some time, when i had enough fun of it, i would just give up. But they never force me or reprimand me.. I know all they wanted is to let me be happy..Like for SOT, my parents are not Christians and they really dun understand why i wanna go SOT. They asked, "why do u want to go SOT? u want to be a pastor is it?" But still, they sponsor me go despite not accepting why i did it. I know, all they wanted is me being happy.. =) I told God many times..if i am given a chance to be reborn into another family, maybe in an influential, powerful and rich familiy to be treated like a princess..i WILL still choose to be my parents's daughter..To be born into the Wang's familiy. Coz i'm already a princess in the family! How much more can i ask? I love my father, my mother and brother.. :) When i grow up, i really wanna provide as much as i can for my parents. Even when i'm married, i wan to live near them. I want them to take care of my children. I want to bring them out for holidays twice a year. I want them to enjoy life and not to worry about anything.
While i was on my way home just now, i was listening to this song, Guardian Angel 專屬天使 by TANK. It's a very beautiful song. Sometimes when i'm outside, and while listening to this song, tears will keep flowing from my eyes.
The chorus it says:
沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁
妳是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
擁有一個專屬天使
我哪裡還需要別的願望
Bridge:
要不是妳出現 我一定還在沉睡
喔 絕望的以為 生命只有黑夜
i believe, this goes for everyone. In our life, there's bound to be this special guardian angel who guides us out of the darkness when we're in the valley. And to me, its Jesus :) Some may think Jesus is just a figure that is too far for us to know. But to me, Jesus is my greatest pal!
Jesus, a girl's best friend.
This girl, was scarred.
Scarred in her heart.
Blinded on her eyes.
Wounded on her hands.
She did not know where she is.
She felt as if she's an alien.
She asked, Who am I..Who am I..
No one answers her.
No one tells her why.
Almost every night, she cried to sleep.
She abused herself.
She threw her temper
She messed up her room.
She shut herself in her own heart of closet
Never to let people in
Never to let herself out
All she wanted to know is, who is she?
Until the day, She met Him.
He knocked on the closet.
He told her, You're my Princess.My precious daughter.
She teared.
Asking, Am i really your precious daughter? I'm not fit to.
He said, Yes You are. I know you. You are you.
The precious girl whom i took care since the world began.
That day, the girl gave her heart to Him,
came out of the closet
embrace Him
embrace herself
embrace the world.
Today, the girl grew up strong.
Love Him.
Love herself
Love the people around her
Because of
His love
His acceptance.
Thank you Jesus :)
Thursday, September 6, 2007
morning call!
This week has been amazing! I've officially started school this week! Right after graduation from sot, it's just like a transition from a beautiful dream to reality! I was supposed to hand up my biostatistics assignment this tuesday and i've been working on it for few days already. then on Tuesday morning, my friend, darice called and told me that my answers are wrong! i was shocked to the max! i rush down from my house to nus and started doing it with her and Huijuan in the computer lab for 3.5 hours straight! praise the Lord! i managed to finish it on time.From that day onwards, it is like a morning call to me! that NO LAST MIN WORK N I'M NOT LIVING IN A WONDERlAND where everything goes very smoothly!
I gotta start working really hard!! I dun wan my nus life to be just normal. i want it to be exciting and fun! but in the midst of it, i wanna do so well in my studies! :)
I gotta start working really hard!! I dun wan my nus life to be just normal. i want it to be exciting and fun! but in the midst of it, i wanna do so well in my studies! :)
Monday, September 3, 2007
DETENTION NIGHT!
DETENTION NIGHT!!
hahaha this was last 1,2 week i think! we wore my school uniform for this gathering! i'm glad i still can squeeze into my uniform, but no doubt i've grown bigger in size. heh! aniways, we had a great time there! These are the Nus LOST!camp peeps. They are lovely! I love all of them :)
See wad are we doing?? trying to prove we're as light as a feather! and can float on the air. But...looks like..my face is distorted in the midst. heh!
This is yuantai! haha he's a future pharmacist, but i think he has an alternative to his career, he can be an actor! U will at astonished by his acting
This is my OG! UBERS! all of them are fabulous!
U know who is she? She's my TWINNIE! One of my fave girlfriends! We can laugh like nobody's business!
hahaha this was last 1,2 week i think! we wore my school uniform for this gathering! i'm glad i still can squeeze into my uniform, but no doubt i've grown bigger in size. heh! aniways, we had a great time there! These are the Nus LOST!camp peeps. They are lovely! I love all of them :)
See wad are we doing?? trying to prove we're as light as a feather! and can float on the air. But...looks like..my face is distorted in the midst. heh!
This is yuantai! haha he's a future pharmacist, but i think he has an alternative to his career, he can be an actor! U will at astonished by his acting
This is my OG! UBERS! all of them are fabulous!
U know who is she? She's my TWINNIE! One of my fave girlfriends! We can laugh like nobody's business!
SOT GRADUATION!
It has been 2 days after my SOT (School of Theology) graduation! Really glad that i went for it. I really wanna thank God for this. If not for Him, i wouldn't have come so far. If not for Him, i wouldn't have been who i am today. If not for Him, i think i would still be searching for myself. If not for Him, i think i would still be seeking the purpose of my life. Because of Him, my life is totally changed n transformed. If u were me, u wun wanna know how i was like last time. haha During this 4.5 months, i've met a lot of beautiful people. People who are beautiful outwardly and inwardly.
The 2 most beautiful people in SOT..personally, i would say is KEVIN and VICKI. they are a married couple! and Vicki is 3 months pregnant when she landed in Singapore and both of them will be going back Taiwan today. Vicki is really amazing. She is really very pretty and fashionable. really a hot and demure mama i would say. I must say it must be really v xinku for her physically, yet she's a strong lady. Over this 4.5 months, i have never hear her complain about anithing at all. All i hear from her are positive words! really a lady who has both inner and outer beauty. haha everytime i see her, i would tell myself, next time when i'm pregnant, i would want to be like her! be a hot n beautiful mama. I believe the child of Kevin and Vicki will be an awesome one!
Well, this 4.5 months in sot is really a time where all of time are trained! and of coz disciplined! heh. all the thousand words assignments, tests, activities really challenged us to expand our capacity. And it does! I am now trained to sleep for 5,6 hours and am still alive the next day. And also, to put my best in every i do. This is really important. At times, we think we could just lay back, thinking that by luck or miracle, we would do well. But NO! doesn't work. tried and experienced before aready. haha so let's all not just hope that good results will fall down from the sky :)
Went to send one of my team members off just now, Kim :) He's a very nice Korea man. He really loves his wife and children. When Kim just came to singapore to join us for sot, he rather reserved, conservative and quiet. But over these 4.5 months, we could see a big change in him! haha he become really bold, active and fun loving! he's really a joy to us. And really wish him all the best, that he will emerge as a great leader in korea soon.
As for me, there's so much i wanna achieve, so much i wanna do, so much i wanna say. Shall share it another day
Life is so beautiful.
The sun in the universe shines so brightly
Yet our eyes are not blinded.
Because of the it, we are warmed by love
and heated by joy peace and hope
When we look at the sun
all we can see is light and nothing else
BUt when we turn away from it
we can only see darkness
our shadow..
ourselves..
Nothing else..
I decided
I will follow the sun
Not to run away from it
But to run towards it..
:)
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