New days ahead!

Night out with twinniez!

2010-02-18T19:12:00.000-08:00

Went out with twinniez last night :) After 3 months, we finally meet up! 3 months! can anyone beat that! Lol. Despite not meeting each other for so long, there's no tinge of disfamilarity. Lol..we were so happy to see each other and started talking non stop once again! We are supposed to shop at Ion, Orchard Central and 313, but we ended up talking for 3 hrs+ at the eating place and shop for only 15 minutes before going home! I miss her a lot!!!

Thank you twinniez for being such a great friend of mine :) *hugs* We went through the same phase of transition and thank God that we are there to comfort and encourage each other! And with you, i can really laugh 3 hrs straight and not realize that time passes so fast! We shall jiayou and do the best in whatever we are doing! And we must meet up more often le! :) I love u twinniez! Thanks for the listening ear, encouragement and the fun! with you, we can turn all our chou2 shi4 into the comedy. keke..*Muacks*!

(we din get to take any pic ytd!! roars!! lOl)

HAPPY CNY! :)

2010-02-16T01:36:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year friends! :) Hope you have an awesome time eating all the junk food, collecting hongbaos and visiting your family! :) My first day was spent at home because all my paternal relatives came to my house from afternoon onwards! It was such a crowd. More and more kids running around in my house, jumping & rolling on my bed, banging on my piano. (Oh my!) Anyway, I used to be so excited over all the junk food and i would eat non-stop at home, 2 weeks before and after CNY.. i think it no longer attracts me that much now..=X But..my favourite is still pineapple tarts and bagua!!! =DD

This year's CNY is a bit special bcoz I went to dear's house to bai4 nian2. Lol..not really bai4 nian2 because i went on new year's eve. I was still nervous even tho i went a few times within the mth alr. Actually..he comes to my house much more often than i go to his house and I think he's much more sociable than I am, hence he can make friends w my family and friends much faster and easier. For me, i take some time to warm up to new faces:) Then, he came to my place on new year's eve and to my aunt's house on day 2. LOL. my uncles and aunties already asked for him on Day 1 but he's at his granny's house. Hence, when he came over on Day 2, they really "grilled him" when we are abt to go home. haha! Same old questions like:

"Where are you working now?"
"How long have you known Myrna?"
"How long have you all been together?"
"How you all know each other??"
Lol.

Very soon, dear and i will celebrate our 1st year anniversary next monday!! Oh my! Time really passes very quickly! And i really enjoy every moment spent with him:) When we first date, i'm not used to him and used to be v tensed up, prim and proper till he don't know what to do w me..I will just "hmm okie. yup." lol..same for him ok! He used to be very zheng4 jin2 whenever we go out..and our conversations are proper and intellectual one. sometimes i also dont' know what to say or reply and i will feel so stupid! roars! But as we start to hang out more, all my "unusal prim and proper-ness" wear off and i bet he starts to regret LOL..i started to be my own self, sprouting my nonsense. dear does the same thing to me also! pei4 he2-ing me in this area:)

We din get to meet this Vday (CNY DAY 1) due to our family commitment but.. I received his love! :)

It was delivered to my place even before i woke up and my bro & mum woke me up with this in front of me! :) It reminds me of last year..whereby dear sent a bouquet of flowers to my hse on vday as well..but he called me even before the flowers arrived! LOl. so funny! but that time we weren't officially together yet! hee.. i used to say that flowers are a waste of money and I do not like flowers AT ALL....tsk tsk my bad. can i take back my words? haha i think receiving flowers from dear makes my day! Dear told me that that flowers are expensive and not worth it but as long it makes me happy, its worth the $$. *Muacks*! So dear, keep giving me flowers ba! heh. :)

Anyway, just a side note, my blog entries are just going to be my memory collection, shout-outs, daily events and thoughts..:)

Btw, really miss my Twinniez! Had a good conversation with her the other night and if not for her mum reminding us that it's past 12am already, we would have talked till the next morning! We had so much to catch up and i can't wait to meet her up this week!:) *muacks*

And I miss Twin! Even though we will see each other in cgm and svc, but we won't get enough of each other, so much to talk and update each other with! haha and i'm just sooOOOOo proud of her!:) Other than Pastor YK, boonkiat & Pauline, Twin inspires me a lot a lot! And she's just so fun to be w !lol..

And..some random thoughts..I went to Titus' cg friend, Huiling and Terence's wedding and every time i go for wedding, i will never fail to imagine how my wedding would be like next time. And..I have decided long ago that I want both twinnie and twin to be my bridesmaids when i get married!! And Huijuan to be the head of the sisters! LOL.

There are so many events in the past 1 month and there's so much to update! I shall do it tml or sth..since i have 9 days of break from work! This is my 4th day and 5 more days to enjoy! :) I shall go swimming on thurs, fri and sat :)

hi!

2010-02-15T06:55:00.001-08:00

I have 9 days of CNY Break from work! woohooo! :) My collegues and i have been counting down to that! I think this would be a good break :) I haven't been blogging for 1 month and even if i did, it was a v quick and chop chop summary. At least i can have the time to do so within this 9 days! And...i'm so looking forward to Swimming! i haven't swim since i started work..and swimming is the only exerise i do..anyway..i will sit down for few hours within the next few days to do up my blog..have so much to update!!!!! But only some are meant to be published.heh:))

anyway...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Cheers to Day 3!! :)

Randomness. Time is precious!

2010-01-16T08:26:00.000-08:00

Kenneth said I haven't been blogging for quite some times and yes! I wanna blog, a lot of things to blog actually. But because there are too many things to blog, i felt a bit lazy and resistant to do so! It has been a busy 2 weeks since i last blogged but its so good so far! :) went for quite a few outings and it is always good to meet up w good company of friends after a long day at work! haha I shall upload pics of the events and outings next time ya :))

Anyway, i work half day on saturday. Normally i would have something on on saturday which means i will only have sunday as my rest. I really look forward to today as i can finally go home early! I reach home around 3pm+! Normally i won't be able to see the afternoon sun except on sunday. While i was on train on my way home, i had a nostalgic feeling !Its exactly the same scene i had when i was in my secondary / JC days when i was going home in the afternoon after lessons. When i was in secondary 1, i often thought of what will i do in the future. At that point of time, Olevel is the most important thing and everything in my life and I never thought i could live past my O level because i don't know what to look forward to after Olevel. Those were the times when i felt the most hopeless and helpless. But God is really good. He gives us Hope, Vision and Dreams to run for! That makes life exciting:) Now looking back, I really love my life and I really appreciate all the things, feelings, emotions, challenges that I went through. These makes life more exciting, satisfying and fulfilling, isn't it? :)

Sometimes I will think of the silly things that my friends and I did when we were still schooling LOL.
Just like how my whole class of girls and I will cry like mad women in the toilet for no reason. when 1 cry, all the rest will cry LOL. our teacher is so scared that she postponed our chemistry test! We din do it deliberately de horz! And hence, we were well known as the crying gang in our level. And how my first bf and i went for our first few dates - i can't remember exactly where and what we did but i remember i practically became mute in front of him! too nervous and uncomfortable! =X ( But can be excused because I was only secondary one, small kid k! keke) and how my cca gang of friends ( in sec n jc) and i will go through all the thick and thin to organize camps, events and activities! And how we can get too stressed up because of that. Like..when we were the organisers for our cca camp, Grace and i would wake up in shock (in camp) when we reeived a phone call from zx, ml etc that something have to be done within a v short period of time. Both of us were too stressed that we zi4 ji2 he1 zi4 ji2 fa1 pi2 qi (vent our frustrations on ourselves), kicking the props in the middle of the track field at 7am! Lol! And how i unknowingly ba4 zhan4 ML's sleeping bag when we were supposed to share. I went to sleep first and had left half of the space for her but when she came, i was sleeping on the centre of the whole sheet that she had to sleep at the canteen bench! ( but that was undeliberated) =X anyway evil me! haha and there are sooooOOOOoo many silly memories I had with my friends and we would often dig out all these memories to have a good laugh!

The main message of this random entry is that :

TIME PASSES SO QUICKLY!!

And i really can't believe that i'm 23 this year!! OH MY!! It seems like yesterday that i was still Sajc girl! And it seems like the day before that i was secondary 1! :)

Hence, lesson learnt: Treasure my time now! Even if things get tough, it will surely go away and when i looked back, i can have a good laugh at it!

3 times in Joshua 1, God said, "Be strong and courageous!"

Yes, we need to. God knows that we will get discouraged at times, hence, He said that 3 times to encourage us :)

"Dear God, i pray that for the next 10 years, I will become a better person, someone who really knows your heart and do Your Will. And I pray by then I will be able to realize my dreams to do great things for you! Also, to have my parents + brother staying healthy and happy. To have love Titus more and more, to have lovely kids, to have good career and ministry:) But please please pleaseeeeeeeeee protect my face and body and do not let me age too quickly!! =X I can't imagine myself being 33."

Its 1 am already, good night!! :))

Happy new year eve! :)

2009-12-30T08:26:00.000-08:00

Saying goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010!!!! :))

2009 has been an awesome year!!! It doesn't mean that everything was perfect and in line with what I wanted, but it has been a year whereby I grow as a person :) It is also the transition year! :) Mainly..Relationship, Ministry and Work :)

1) Relationship

Needless to say, you all know that i'm attached right?? heheh..if that's a revelation to you, please look at the header banner above this entry! :) that's my dear dear..Titus Seow :) We got attached this year, 2009! Many people have asked me how we get to know each other, is it love at first sight? Actually not love at first sight (where got so romantic??!) but its more of like having good impression of each other when we were first introduced. We all met in school, at our annual school camp's fright night recce. It was 2007. I was going to be year 2 and he's going to be year 3 in the following semester. After which, we started msn-ing each other often..working together for nus chc ministry..studying in library together..and started giving each other chocolates...Lol. (thanks to Kenneth J. who taught him how to test water! roars!) etc..We din have a smooth path to getting attached due to some things..He waited for quite a while because i'm not ready and all..and FINALLY when we get attached..things were not smooth also..Coz i was super awkward having a guy comes into my life suddenly! I wasn't myself..din dare to talk much...din eat much coz i really chi1 bu4 xia4 even though i'm super hungry..(not of self-consciousness..but more of like..discomfort..heh) He was always very worried whenever I couldn't eat (coz eating has always been my hobby!) ..but thankfully as months pass..I become myself! praise the Lord..I do all kinds of rubbish and nonsense things with him and he's like, "HUh you weren't like that last time! You changed! =X" heh heh heh..Now you know my true colourssss....ROARS!

Thank God for dear dear in my life :)) He really dotes on me and is very gentle and understanding towards me:)

2) Ministry

2009 is also the year when i become cell group leader :)) This has been my dream for the past few years! Thank God that He brought me through. Even when i was a helper, it was challenging! haha..but thankfully, i have an inspiring and understanding leader, Boonkiat! Boonkiat is not only my leader, but my brother and friend :) I remember those times when I will email, call and meet him just to tell him certain things and he will be super patient towards me :) And he has helped me in so many ways. And without his help, i dare to say that i won't be the Myrna you see today. In a way..i'm brought up by him because he taught me so much things..and some things do not need to be say it out..but just live it out..and he really plays a very big part in my development as a person:) And i simply love N109, my cg! :)) They are awesome people and they taught me a lot of things! Even though we all have our differences..especially the huge age gap..but we are able to grow and learn together :)) I pray that God will set His anointing upon us and each of us will do things that we ourselves can't imagine:))

3) Work.
I started our my first job in 2009! I'm a noob and there's a thousand and one thing that i have to learn. I struggled as its a big transition being a student vs working adult. But one important lesson that I learnt when i started working is..Humility. I have to learn to humble myself and learn from my mistakes & weaknesses. I realized i have so many weakness whenl i started on my job. roars! Lol.. It is so right! How well we do at home will reflect upon how well we do at our workplace! For example, I'm an untidy person at home and sad to say..i brought untidiness to my workplace as well! =X And that day, i suddenly remember this saying, hence, i packed my room and when i go to work, i realized that being tidy is not that difficult at all! everything starts at home. Everyday when i go to work, I pray that God will be with me and I always remind myself that i need to exude spirit of excellence and improve on many areas that i'm weak in:)

I thank God for this year and i'm proud to say that it has been a fulfilling 2009!! :)

It is 1am now..i'm sleepy..and i have to work tml... will continue in my next entry...good night! Happy new year eve! :)

My december :))

2009-12-25T05:33:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :)
Finally, i'm back to blogging!! it has been nearly 1 month since i last blogged! To think i used to blog almost everyday :)) December is an exciting month for me! So many events and happenings! Hence, here's some things that I did for the past 3 weeks!

Farewell for my most artistic and talented cg member! DAVID :) He just finish his Alevel and went back to china le. He composed over 50+ music pieces and i boldly say...he's SUPER TALENTED. His songs are very Jay Chou alike and he composed the band music as well!! All of us who had listened to his song compositions were stunned to the max! *thumbs up*! Not only does he composes well, he sings v v well too! And he can draw artistic stuff. A real talent!! :)

KTV-ing at Yongsheng's place! haha

Gathering of the NUS Peeps @ Fish & Co!

All thanks to Changhan who managed to organise this gathering within a span of 2 days! :))
Wedding of Clement and SiYi! Clement is our Nus friend !

W Peiyun:)

Dear dear! His shades, not mine! Lol

The sisters, Phoebe and Victoria :)

BK Zone OPM!:)

This will be the 3rd time i'm attending our zone's Overnight prayer meeting! For the last 2 times which I attended, i would say, the only sacrifices that i made is the cab fare. i can sleep as long as i wanted when i reach home. but for this time round, i still have to work the next day! haha but i really salute those working adults who start work at 8am, 830am. i start work 2 hours later, which means 2 hours more of sleep! It was awesome! It was my first time giving offering in the zone and my first time playing keyboard for 1 session! I was actually very very excited about playing for OPM! It has been in my wishlist all along since long time ago! :) 1 wish fulfilled this year! heh

10 Month Anniversary!! :)

Even since both of us started work, time has been a limitation to our patok-ing =X It can never be the same as when we were students. when we were in school, we can always study together, go town at any time whenever we are free, meet up whenever we want etc..but nono, not now! Now i understand the true meaning when pastor says that couples need to put in effort to keep the fire going!:) Even when we celebrate our 10th month anniversary few days ago, it was only a 45minutes meet up after my work. After which i gotta go for ldr's meeting. Feeling unsatisfied, i went to his void deck after meeting to find him LOL. The initial intent is to surprise him but end up, mission FAILED terribly! He knows. roars! I'm determined to improve on my ability to give dear surprises!

Eton & Labrador Hostel Befriender's programme! :)

My zone friends and I has been meeting up with the PRC students for the past week! It was awesome to know this bunch of students :) They just reached singapore 1 week ago and we brought them to ECP to have a time of fun :) We also went down to the hostel to conduct the "Eton/ Labrador Hostel got Talent"event! Hundreds of them came for our Christmas drama and i really hope they enjoy it! :))

MERRY CHRISTMAS!:)

This year's christmas is the most physically tiring one. LOL. We have worked so hard and truly, God is faithful!! :) It is fulfilling to see lives touched and we wanna keep on keeping on! After attending Christmas Eve's service last night, honestly..I'm quite tired already. I have been rushing to places after work for the past 1 week. And i din get to see dear dear also..so was a bit sadden that we couldn't count down together. =X As i was on my way home, dear has been sms-ing me to ask me about my whereabout and whether i have safely reached home, i only suspected a bit, but din have the energy to think much. Hence, as i alighted from lakeside mrt and was walking towards the bus stop..i could see a man walking v closely behind me at the side corner of my eyes. I am very sensitive to this kinda thing so my "alert" alarm sounded immediately, and hence, i turned my head!!

DEAR DEAR!! :)

Lol..i think he's better at doing this kinda thing:) I was really happy to see him! He sent me home and we counted down and exchange our presents for each other =D haha that commemorates our first Xmas as a couple together!

In another 1.5 hours time, Christmas will be over but the meaning of christmas will stay with me :) It's the day when Jesus Christ is born and because of Him, I am never the same again :) I love Jesus:)) He's the best present that I have received so far! :))

In another few days time, 2009 will pass and 2010 will come! 2009 has been an awesome year and in my next entry, i will explain why:))

:)

2009-12-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

I have been updating my facebook status everyday and seems like i have neglected my poor bloggie. I just finish eating Fishball Kway Teow as my dinner and it around 1230am..my dinnneeerrr!!! In the company, my collegues, Jess, zoe, Dr Ma and I are called F4. We named it ourselves. Even when our boss knows! OMG so diu lian...when he send us email or sms that is directed to us, he will call us F4! LOl. Not fantastic 4 but FAT 4! lol..its such a contradiction in a way coz we're a weight & health management company but we really LOVE TO EAT! haha of coz, we try to practice what we preach, we eat healthily but still...we have lotsa stocks in our office...till Brian and Jacelyn was stunned by it LOL. Another reason for us being F4 is coz we always work in the team, whenever there's events, roadshows, 4 of us will always be tog to work hard & support each other! :)

I'm really blessed by what Pastor Kong shared Sunday. The most crucial revelation that speaks into my heart is this verse by someone, "Giving while living" I was like woahhh..very often, we, including me, had this limited mindset that "i'm too tired, too busy..I'm no time for anything..I'm just toooo occupied!" As pastor is sharing, i begin to understand within my spirit that I cannot live for myself. If i live for myself, its about me ME MEEE...then life is not meaningful anymore! Coz our eyes will just keep to ourselves and not look around to other people's need. :) After pastor laid hands on me, i just felt so lifted up! To me personally, the worst thing that can happen in my life is to have my heart not beat against the heart of Christ.. I'm looking forward to serving Him more, doing whatever i can to help others and contributing to the Kingdom of God. I have to admit, I'm physically tired, I'm busy, I've little time BUT I'm going to use whatever i have and do whatever I can to glorify Him! :) I have to be stronger than before:)

All in all.....

I lOVE YOU JESUS !

:)

Case 39

2009-11-29T05:42:00.000-08:00

Watched this movie with dear today. Case 39. It talks about a family social worker, Emily coming across this case #39. A girl, Lily is seemingly being neglected by her parents and when Emily did house visitation, the parents are suspected of being psychotic. During one night, Lily called Emily for help and when Emily reached the house, her parents had locked her in a oven, wanting to bake her alive! Yucks! After which, the parents are sent to a mental institute while Lily stayed with Emily..And then..hur hur..the thrills began..People around them started to die mysteriously..OK..shall not continue anymore!

I give it 3/5 stars! I was really scared by some parts that closed my eyes & ears and clung so tightly to the handsome gentleman next to me =X however, my threshold level for scary movie is quite low so can't use my comments as the standard! At least this is not those horror movie, its more of a thriller. i hope i wont have nightmares tonight! :X Or else, as said to dear, i will call him in the middle of the night to wake him up!! heh.

It's going to be monday in a few hours! Weekend passes really fast! =x

Heewei and Biwei's wedding:))

2009-11-28T03:21:00.000-08:00

Congratulations Heewei & Biwei!! :) Heewei is our Sot team mate and he is an awesome man! From what i know when i first get to know him during sot, he's really a helpful and willing man who is willing to go the extra mile to lend others a helping hand :)

Their wedding is at Little Bali (near old SAJC cpd there) and i din know this place actually existed until just now! I have to say...the food is VERY GOOD. I love it!

Holy Matrimony :))

Chew chew and i =DD

With dear dear :)

It is always good to go for friend's wedding! to be part of the group to witness their blissful moment! Anyway girls are always girls..whenever i ( i think most of the girls too!) attend wedding, i will think of how my future wedding will be like. keke..anyway i kinda know what kinda gown, car, and programme i want to have already hahaha

The newly weds! :)
And lastly! Us:))
Howard, Keith, Willy, Chris, Mingli, Chew, Biwei, Heewei, Me and dear :)

Again, congratulations!!! :))

Happy 9th Month Anniversary!!

2009-11-22T05:20:00.000-08:00

Once again, its dear dear and i de anniversary!!! :) 9 Months!! Seems like dear and i got together for quite a while already, but i still feel so new about it! Maybe we are still at our honeymoon period. As the months pass by, i come to know him more and vice versa. I remember huijuan once told me that even though she and KL are tog for 4 years +, she will learn new things about him every single day. That's true:)I won't reveal all the revelations about dear here coz its just between him and me and i think that u, the readers are not able to take the rou4 ma2-ness haha!

But Some of the things that dear/we will do:
1) He will treat me to good food when he knows i'm stressed ( food can really perk me up!)

2) We will always share ice cream whenever we buy, but we need to fight to eat it or not i will gobble up everything when he was buying clothes. fastest hands first!

3) We will always at least sms each other every day because every though we dont meet daily, this makes us feel as if we are around one another.

4) We will ask each other a lot of imaginery questions..Lol..like.."Oh! what if one day i lost my figure after 5 years, how would u react?" "Oh! if you have to choose either one, which one would u choose? I'm barren or i'm disfigured?" Lol..

the list goes on.....

all in all, i thank God for Dear dear because he made my life sweeter & better! :) whee :)

My week:)

2009-11-20T06:26:00.001-08:00

This has to be the craziest week of my whole year!! Lol. it was the peak period for my work! The earliest time i reach home from work this week is about 12am and the latest (or rather, "earliest") is 430am. I thank God for collegues who are so generous to send us home at such late hours! One of my friends, Jess, stay in JB, her bf drove from JB just to pick her up. As that time was rather late and the MRT is going to stop operating, she offered to Zoe, Dr Ma and me home. OH man..imagine..it was already quite late and by the time she went home, it will be super late! haha but it was so hilarious! coz 2 out of 3 of us who sat in her car don't know our way home! when she drove me home, i couldn't direct and we almost went to tuas!! LOl..we almost fainted!! Thank God her sis lives near my place and she could roughly remember the way. One of my friends also sent me home after our work at 4am+, when he asked me how to go my from town, I was dumbfounded coz i don't even know which expressway to take, it was like dawn..and all ofus are tired.."Huh..u don't know..? dont play already!" sigh, i guess....i have to recognise roads in singapore, especially, the way home... roars~!

Honestly, it was really physically tiring! We just opened a counter at Robinsons Centrepoint and the opening was on wednesday.Hence that explains the hectic schedule for the whole week. we have been preparing for it and working towards it. :) Even though it was a crazy week but i'm glad i'm part of it! heheh.

Unfortunately, i got bitten by some insects and my leg was swollen. 2 days before, Jess, insisted that she brings me to at least buy medication coz she says my swell really CMI. I even wore black stockings to cover up the next day coz it looks rather disgusting..hence, the day after that, which is yesterday, after i reached home, the pain was intense that i cried and i couldn't walk properly. I was like, "How come i din feel any pain or swell until i reach home and remove my stocking!!" roars! Hence, I went to see a doctor and I din go to work today. I stayed at home and just catch up on my sleep.

I'm really looking forward to Public Holiday!!! The next one is next friday! Now i really realized the importance and significance of it!! haha too think that i took it for granted last time!! And also Christimas, New Year and Chinese New Year! come to think of it, it'll be the first time dear dear and I celebrate all these festival together as a couple!

I already took 1 afternoon and 1 evening nap just now, but i just feel so drowsy now, going to sleep le, good night!! :))

Marina Barrage!

2009-11-15T05:40:00.000-08:00

I really treasure my weekends, free time, me-time now. These times are like so precious to me! Didn't really get to play much ever since I started working, and every time i think back of my school days, I would always smile to myself and think.."Those were the days." Time was rather flexible, esp uni days and I get to do whatever I wanted, go wherever i wanted to and meet whoever i wanna meet. Comparatively, time is a limiting factor now and I dont get to meet my friends as often as I did previously. Hence, i always look forward to meeting them :))

Went to Marina Barrage yesterday! Sound so kuku but it was my first time ytd! Heard so many people talking abt it and finally, i've been there! Its quite a nice place! but really must have car, or not it will be so inconvenient. It reminds me the roof top of esplande, but definitely so much spacious and it has an awesome view!

Guess whose legs are those?

On the way up!! :)

Sandra, Chew and I wanna be the ambassador for this drink! highly recommeded by Chew!

LOL. do u know what is it? heh
We, our picnic outing! Yanghong and I went to supermarket to buy food and we bought so much sweet stuffs like chocolates, chocolate cookies, donuts and chips! Lesson learnt: Do not buy all sweet stuffs! It gets ni4 after a while =X heh..After we started eating a few mouthful..we were like.."oh no..i feel like eating something salty.." Thanks to lw, he da bao beef noodles and it was piping hot & tasty. Really perks us up! The picnic doesn't have much of the agenda except to have an outing with our dearest Kenneth who's back in this sunny island with us again! We just chill, talk and play games l0l and it is a good spot to have this kinda night gathering =D At around 2am, we all left the place, not to go home, but to go for our 3rd supper of the day! dim sum! Honestly, i was a bit sey by that time. lol.finally ate my feng zhua!!

At around 3am, all of us go home. Praise God for cars! And thank you Lw for driving Sandra and I home!:) He lives at the extreme east yet drove us back to the extreme west, appreciated!

Finally, us! Kenneth, Yanghong, Liangwei, Chew, me and Sandra

haha we had a great night! But we din get to eat MSW. In case you don't know what's MSW. It means Mao Shan Wang! A type of durian! =DD It v v nice! BUT. expensive =/ hur hur..

I wonder when can I buy a car..haven't drive for so longggg!! RoARS!

=DD

Body Inc :))

2009-10-31T05:46:00.000-07:00

I'm back! haven't been blogging for 2 weeks! I have started worked at Body Inc, The Health Club since 1.5 weeks ago, doing marketing. I have to say, its really an awesome experience so far :)) I'm a noob and know nothing about marketing but the 2 bosses there are very willing to teach! And I thank God for the the chance to be introduced to them and work in the company:)) I have been working for the past 10 consecutive days, including today, without a break as we had an event booth last weekend. Even though i'm really tired physically, but I look forward to going to work! haha I share a small office room with my collegue friend, Jes and she's v experienced in the beauty line as she was the manager of another beauty company previously. But the thing is that, she's very humble, motherly and...very funny Lol..I had so much fun being in the same office room with her:) On my first day of work, I was a bit stunned when I saw Zoe haha she started working there few days before me and it was good knowing a friend is working in the same place as me! She's really a sweet looking & pretty girl! And our TCM physician, Doctor Ma, is really a very nice & amicable lady. We always crowd around her to ask about health issue and she's really knowledgeable. haha some sort of free consultation man. Most of my others collegues are older than me, and they have teenage kids! But they still look young! I was really shocked when they told me they have kids as big as 14,16 years old! I couldn't believe it coz they really maintain their figure and skin complexion really well. And ya, I am the youngest in the company.

As I have no experience in marketing at all, I worked very closely with my boss and followed him around when he meets biz associates and partners. At times, i also dont know what to say during the meetings, so I would listen and try to learn from them. But I thank God my boss got funny bones. lol..Its fun working under him too! Also, he got lots of experience in media and marketing, hence he teaches and guides me a lot. He passes me a marketing magazine to read today and from there, he gave me homework to do over the weekend, and he will discuss and go through with me on monday. It's really 1 to 1 lecture and tutorial!! How to find this kinda boss nowadays?? He shared that he used to be very fierce and all of his female subordinates in his previous job will cry under him. But he said he thank God that He found God, hence I am in safe hands now. heh :)

I thank God that the 5 months of waiting is worth it because I get to do something that I really enjoy. I remember telling my close friends around me that I really believe in having a job position which I really love and enjoy. We get a job not just for survival but for a purpose :):)

I thank God for answering my prayers :) I will work very hard and try to learn as much as I can :)

Praise the Lord:))

:)

2009-10-29T10:58:00.001-07:00

My blog is like dying! will be back to revive it this weekend :))

Heart

2009-10-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO FRIENDS! haha it has been a while since i last updated about my thoughts and feelings. I have only been uploading pics and my activities for the last few entries :)) Anyway, I'm still in my job hunt! And i'm not ashame to declare that! :) But I have to admit, i was a bit paiseh in the beginning, everytime ppl ask me what i am doing now, have i started working, i will sheepishly say that i'm still job hunting. However, over these months, i have learnt to be stronger and 'tougher' :)) I always thought its a taboo to not work right after graduation. For instance..many of us have this mindset that our value or worth is determined by the kind of job we work or how fast we find a job. If you don't get a job as fast as your other peers, means u are not better than them. I beg to differ. Our value and self-worth is not determined by our job or what we work as! And i realized that many times, most of our friends are cool with that, instead, they are encouraging. at least for my friends. They will just encourage me:) Even when they don't know what to say, they will just put in positive words. And yes, our words will frame our world :) That is why it is so important to stay close to friends who have a positive outlook. Like what pastor shared today, our outlook determine our outcome :)

"Hey its okay, take ur time to find a job! Better enjoy ur holiday now, u still have the rest of ur life to work!"

"I have been keeping you in prayer and i believe u will get a job position which u reallly like!"

"I'm believing together with u, keep on pressing on!"

:)

And have i met up with people who are at the other end? a bit critical or judgemental? Hmmm not really people who are like that, but honestly, yes there are just a few insensitive comments that don't edify me at all.

Wanted to write it down, but i think i will not do so :)

hur hur. Upset? Affected? Yes of coz! But only for that 1 min. Because I know and I know that I will certainly get a good job! And i definitely have the support of my friends & family and Jesus! I know.. they who gave insenstive comments won't be the ones whom i can rely on :))

Am I anxious?? Honestly, Yes and No. Yes, it's because its going to be the end of the year which means i'm not studying or working for nearly 5 months! doesn't look good on my resume. No, its because I really really believe that God will give me something really good. As long as I do whatever I can, do my very best, God will do the rest :))

And during these few months, I have learnt to appreciate little things. I learnt to appreciate the time spent with my friends & family. I learnt to think more about things. I get more time to read, exercise & go anywhere I want. And i learnt to appreciate the lesson plan that God has put in my life during this period of time. I was v easily frustrated and upset few months ago ( u can ask titus, lol..he knows & sees) because of the job thingie. Compare to now, i won't say it's gone completely, but it's getting lesser and lesser of that :)) I know i have to grow up and grow out of this. And for the past few week's de cg sermons, i just felt that the Word is so appropriate for me. About waiting for the appointed time, learning to be patient etc.

I thank God for putting beautiful people around me to encourage me during this period of time! :) And I have learnt the importance of self encouragement too :)

When I cannot see God's Hand, I will trust His Heart :)

Outing with cousins!

2009-10-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

This is the first time my cousins and I went out together! Usually, we would just see each other during CNY, Christmas, birthdays etc; family gathering. Thanks to Jasmine, who organised this, we all met up!

Soup spoon! haha Jasmine is only year 2 in her poly years and she's having her attachment next week, hence, she insisted on treating us coz she said she's working Lol! Initially she wanted to eat at sakae sushi and asked us to go in coz she's treating. We dragged her away immediately and then, we went soup spoon!

After a stomach-filling meal, we went to arcade! LOL. We were hooked on this sweet machine and they spend a lot of money on it!

It's really quite cute and exciting! And addictive.

And yes, here is the fruits of the labour!! :) About 3kg of sweeeeetss to be brought home!

My cousins! We have lotsa cousins in my parental family. But only the few of us are around the same age! heh heh..i insist on being around the same age as them! They are only 17,19, 19. Rayner, Jasmine and Rachel

Cheers! :) 4 of us, plus my bro and jelaine ( jasmine's sister) travelled together when we were younger. We went Australia and Penang, hopefully we are able to do so again!! :)

Night Safari - Halloween Nigggght!!

2009-10-10T10:21:00.000-07:00

FINALLY....!! Dear and I went to Night Safari together!! :) This is my 3rd time there in just 1 year, but this time is a bit different because it's Halloween Night!!!

I was so excited when i know that we are gg there coz it's something special! However, ONCE AGAIN, HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF. I made sure that i put dear's camera on my table so that i can see it so obviously and that i charged the battery to the max. And i kept reminding myself to put the battery into the camera, and then into my bag. When i was on the way to meet dear..ROARS!! I forget to bring my memory card AGAIN!!! :(

Thankfully, still got his hp cam! Shall let the pictures do the talking! :)

Here we are!

At the entrance, there are few ghosts and freaks trying to scare ppl by sneaking behind their back. there are really a lot of genuine screams LOL. the rest of us were just laughing at the different response! haha there's tinge of mystery and joy in the air! I was so paranoid everytime dear pretended to stare behind my back, as if the ghosts are behind me!!! =X I think he scares me more than the ghosts!

Gorgeous ghost!

This is the tram!

The butcher!

My favourite ghost! but she's so scary when she keep staring at me right in front of me!

Our tram tour guide!

If u have noticed, there is not many photos abt animals. lol..

Cook some soup Popo!

This Aladdin scared many ppl! wherever he went, there will be screams!

The happiest ghost ever! Mr Tin Man. lol full of smiles.

hahaha at this Freaky bridge, called the No Return Bridge, a small little boy, maybe 5 years old? was so afraid and genuinely fearful that he pulled dear's shirt, thinking that he is his parents! LOL.

Lastly, us!! :)

I think its not bad!! :) Its fun and entertaining! i give it 3.5/5 :) However, i feel that its a bit too pricy.

Admission fee + Thrill tram ride = $35.

No matter what, i had a great day w him today!! :) good night!

My 2 fave girls:)

2009-10-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

I had a great day with 2 of my fave girls, Grace and Kelly :))

Twinniez and I went to shop for her office clothes as she's starting work soon!!
CONGRATS TWINNIEZ! :)) hee and it is always a good time for us to catch up. She bought nice and sweet tops! But i didn't buy anything. saw many nice clothes tho! Really like the irresistable leather skinny pants @ mango. I'm not a fan of mango stuffs but that leather pants is really awesome!!! But over the months and years, i learnt to differentiate my "NEEDS" and "WANTS". and yes, that's a want. lol.

In the evening, Kelly and I met and we went to our favourite hideout. We have been to this place for a few times in this recent 2 mths. lol. Nice place to chill & catch up. And yes, we spend like 3 hrs just talking LOL. Our dreams, our future wedding, our retirement plans...u name it.. AND.... askin each other so weird questions. Like..

"Would u prefer urself to be 135cm or 210cm??"
"Would u prefer ur husband to be 140cm w a handsome face or to be tall guy with handsome face but is bald and have super big beer belly?"
"Would u want to be the CEO of Singtel but earning $2k per month or a road sweeper with monthly income of $10k?"

Assume all are permanent no changes can be done or improved. Lol shan't reveal our answers here!

Our dinner!! :)

2 special girls in my life! They have been with me for about 6 years, and still counting! :)

I LOVE THEM :)

Neo's farewell :)

2009-10-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

We had a farewell for Neo ytd :) He'll be going back to Africa to work. and Bon voyage dude! :) and we all really had a great time tog last night! :) Let the pics do the talking :)

Char & Ger who are bend to go for the farewell despite having their final examinations! :) See how much they love neo :)

Chew and I :)
The gentleman! Lol.
me!
Ger!
Char!
Neo and Yongsheng!
haha chew!
We are doing the impossible! milking from a bull =D
Transformer! cool ya, i still hold hands w it! Guys, act cool!! ZhiJian is falling asleep alr huhh..heh.

The 2 sweetie pies:)

Chew chew and myr myr, that's how we always call each other :)

haha i know jacklyn since i was in secondary school!! :) about 10 years of friendship! But we only get closer when we were in sajc! coz we were from the go school gang along side with Kelly, Yuexiang, Xuan Ru, Mayling!

Vivo roof top has these kinda stuffs! we had our fun over there! rekindle our childhood memories!

Lastly, wishing all the best to u Neo! Even though i don't know u long enough, but u have certainly brought a lot of joy and laughter to me! :) Thanks for being such an awesome friend to all of us :)

Movies! :)

2009-10-04T22:29:00.001-07:00

Watched Surrogates with dear yesterday. I think it was a slightly above average movie only, not say fantastic but too under-rated if i say its only average. Hence I give it 3/5 stars. There wasn't much of a climax. But i'm pretty amazed by how different Bruce Willis can look while he was a surrogate and when he's at his own age in this show! LOL. He looked super duper young as a surrogate. His skin is like so smooth with no wrinkles. I wonder how many layers of make up did he put on. lol

I only started to notice him when i watched Armageddon (1998) whereby he is the lead actor, along side with Ben Affleck. I was so touched at the last few scenes when he sacrifice himself. I cried buckets! And i think the female lead actress is so beautiful, Liv Tyler! She's actually the daughter of Aerosmith leader singer, Steven Tyler! haha to think that Aerosmith sang the Armageddon sound track, "I don't wanna miss a thing"! that's really daughter and father's work!

I remember i was listening to this song when i was in secondary school, and i was randomly making a comment like, "woah this song is nice, i like it!" Then this guy, a senior of mine, said, "Yah, I don't wanna miss a thing, and i don't wanna miss you." And then he confessed to me. Lol. Now thinking back, it was so secondary school! Did i end up with this senior?? haha NO. =D

She's really v pretty!!

Hot mama! :)

Happy Birthday peifen!! :)

2009-10-04T20:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIFEN~~!!! :))

hahaha once again, the girl gang gathers to celebrate one of our dearie's bday on the exact day of mooncake festival!! :)) We all went to Yuanyu's house for a time of fun and laughter!! Let the pics do the talking! :))

Happy Mayling and Grace!

Me! doing an artistic drawing muahaha

hahaha we played Wii!! It was awesome! Suddenly all of us became v child-like with all the crazy moments tog! As there are 4 controllers, we are splitted into 2 teams!
Here: Wendy, Peifen, Mayling and Yuanyu!

hahah i guess they are tired after all the vigorous work out! Zhixian is the most li-hai! haha we guessed she must have practiced a lot at home!!

Cute!! LOL. It was very fun! Even though it was a bit brainless, but still, it was exciting! For instance, 4 of us compete who can wash clothes faster? Who can run run faster in order to avoid a rolling stone? Who can identify the criminal in a shortest time? Who can play instruments w greater accuracy? Lol.

Engrossed!

Grace shimin mayling and me! all hyped up! My hair is all messy because of this! Lol

Look at grace and mayling's face! haha

And of coz, half time~

Happy Twinnies!

Zhixian and bday girl, peifen!

Twinnies and Fen!

Lastly, HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY PEIFEN!!! :)
Grace is the most sacrificial one, she's the one holding the cam!! heh

This is our 6th year of friendship and still counting!! :) :) Peifen is the quieter one compared to the rest of us, who were so noisy, but she's the most loyal & artistic friend! She will always be the one who draw cards & buy presents for the rest of us :) She doesn't talk much comparatively but when she speaks, its really jing1 dian2 funny lOl..She doesn't like to take pictures as she's cam-shy but she's the most photogenic among us! We love her lots!! :)

More mooncake festival pics!!

2009-10-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

Twin and I admiring our dearest bro, Gabriel! Lol

The mini lantern! :)
Liupeng! haha
Chew chew and her big big eyes! haha
Little matthew!! he's only 10 years old and got fb!! Primary school kids are really up to date!
Sweaty boy!
Us, having fun!
Lilian and Lixian!
Pretty girls of n109! Sandra kelly and Char:)
Handsome army boy! Daniel!
Jump jump!!! hahaha i'm pretty amazed by sandra! LOL

Let's all JUMP!! :) Love this kinda random fun shot! hahahah

Once again!! :)

Lovelly N436!! :)

Jasmine and weikiat!

The angel!! nice!

Beloved N109!! :)

Happy Mooncake Festival!! :)

2009-10-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

We celebrated Mooncake Festival yesterday ( i always call it that coz my main concern is the mooncake!) :) It was awesome!! After cg, all of us went down to the open area downstairs and we had a fun time just playing, hanging around, eating and taking pictures! :)) Let the pics do the talking! (this is from my cam, waiting for weikiat's pro cam's pics!:))

Mooncakes! My favourites is snow skin double yolk! It was an awesome combination!

A treat from Uncle and Aunty Helen :) The Teochew yam mooncake and lotus paste mooncake!

And the snowskin mooncakes!!
And of coz, pomelo!! With peeps helping out! :) And helping to themselves LOL. this includes me! stationing there to eat. And my co-partner in crime is none other than my dearie Sandra Alexa. Lol. we have been in this act together since JC1. Whenever we had class bday celebration, we will just station ourselves in front of the cake and just eat it all up!

Pretty girl!

Little Matthew and Neo! See how energetic they were!

And also, another 2 pretty ladies, Lydia and Lilian! :)

Dearie Chew chew and Neo!! :)

And of coz, never forget about the lanterns! :)

hahaha Neo looked puzzled in this pic! Like.."What is this mini Hello Kitty lantern all abt??!"

Not to forget, our favourite sparkles!!!:) hahah no matter how old are we, we are still v intrigued by the beauty and wonders of sparkles!

My younger sister! Ger:)

Gorgeous girls! Sandra Char and Ger!

Weikiat with his pro cam! lol

And with my beautiful TWIN!! :)

And US!! N436 and N109:))

And i have to declare, like what the picture says,

I LOVE N109!!!:) They are the most awesome, spontaneous, fun-loving, encouraging and loving people around!! :)

(Shall upload more clearer pics when weikiat upload his. haha)

yays! :)

2009-09-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

I was awfully sick yesterday. Had vomitted like over 10 times. Everything that i ate, even my medicine, i would throw up..to a point that i vomitted gastric juice as there's nothing more i could puke..When my mum dragged me to see a doctor in the noon, she really dragged me there. I have no strength to walk at all..she even wanted to piggy back me like what she did when i was 6 years old..but i think better not, haha or not i will be the one sending her to clinic instead. I was so xinku as i really couldn't walk..and i felt like a small kid, wanting to throw tantrum and just sit on the floor..roars! but of coz, i din do it..diulian!

I slept for the whole day yesterday..i think awake for only few hours the whole day..was a bit sian that i couldn't take cg yesterday as i din get to take last week too ( My dad's bday) but thank God for a wonderful dearie, chew chew who took! Our cgs are having combined mtg for the time being :) She's an awesome cgl and lovely girl. I know her thru twin 3 years ++ ago, and when i don't know chew chew well initially, i was telling twin, "Twin, Chew yan looks like those girl whom the boyfriend's mother would like a lot! those xian2 qi1 liang2 mu2" hee.

Dear dear came to my hse yesterday and prayed for me and patted me to sleep before he left my place..And really thank you friends for ya prayer, it really works and God is really good! The moment i woke up today, I was completely healed! I no longer feel nauseous nor feverish. And my appetite came back :) I realized that i have lost quite a few kg these few months, not only because of yesterday. My mum said i got pencil arms and would hang my arms in the mid air just to emphasize to me how small it is. My brother said i got chopstick legs is shocked how skeleton they look like now. Andd...dear dear says he gotta take care and protect a RIB! lol..And some of u also said that i lost weight. But don't worry friends, i didn't lose weight deliberately, and in fact i have been eating normally and freely. Go ask yanghong, he will vouch for me! :))

I'm so happy that i'm alright now!! :) God is good all the time, all the time, God is good!! :)

Happy 7th month anniversary!!:)

2009-09-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR!! :)

It seems like time really flies! it has been already 7 months since dear and i get together! We celebrated our 7th month anniversary today even though we only had 1 hour to spare together..but nevertheless, this marks a special day in our lives! haha! Previously for our monthly anniversary, we will sure do/ buy something for each other. Usually, he will buy gifts for me while i will do stuffs for him (coz he's much richer than me! lol..) Last month, for our 6th month, our theme was to buy something useful for each other in our daily use! Hence, he bought me a bag while i got him a wallet. This month ( i set the theme! heh) the theme is to do something that money cannot buy! haha my request is that he make a handmade love letter for me! no ready made de!

I shall not reveal any of the content at all coz it's only for me! muahahaha. While reading it on mrt, i was laughing to myself coz i recalled all the memories we had together :) I love my dear dear :) It's not easy in the beginning, but because of each other, we press on and yes, we are so in love with each other! :) And i realized that it is so important to put God in the picture of our relationship. When one is down, the other can use the Word of God and the love of God to embrace him/her. :) I really thank God for dear :)

Anyway, i had a great time with the BK leaders in the evening for dinner! I believe that this zone, spearheaded by BK, will have breakthroughs and breakthroughs once again! :)

Selemat Hari Raya! :)

2009-09-21T21:37:00.000-07:00

Selemat Hari Raya!! :)
This is a special day for our Malay and muslim friends! :)
I am currently reading this book called, "The Seven levels of Intimacy" by Matthew Kelly. I actually stop reading this book some time ago and pick it up to continue reading yesterday. It states out the 7 steps, just to share with u friends :)

1st level: Level of cliches
2nd level: Level of facts
3rd level: Level of opinons
4th level: Level of hopes and dreams
5th level: Level of feelings
6th level: Level of faults, fears and failures
7th level: Level of legitimate needs.

I only read about the 1st and 2nd level. This author shared about this concept of "Carefree timelessness". In order for our relationships with one another, be it our friends, family, lovers, spouses to grow deeper, we need to spend time with one another. He gave an example of teenagers who spend a lot of time talking to their friends on the phone.Some can spend like a few hours on the phone! i believe many of us do that when we were in our secondary school days!

Years ago...

Dad: Myrna! How long how u been talking on phone?

Me: Not long! (actually have been talking for 3,4 hours)

Dad: What do u and ur friend talk about? You girls got so much to talk about?

Me: Nothing much!

Actually, it's true too! to me, the 3,4 hours just zoomed past so quickly that i don't realized i'm on phone for so long and my friend and i don't really talk about anything serious or urgent, just casual chat.

Hence, the author, Matthew sugguests that the nature of carefree timelessness is to be timeless. We lose track of time. It has nothing to achieve other than the enjoyment of each other's company. Lack of carefree timelessness (CFT) will cause us to fall out of love easily! maybe that's why young ppl fall in love so easily. It (CFT) will help us move our relationship with one another beyond the first level of intimacy! :)

one of the ways we can create CFT is to schedule a certain day and time to spend together. We don't need to plan too much before what to do. Eg. need to buy friend's present at Ion, later head down to Far east to get a pair of jeans, then go Suntec to buy Mango tshirt etc etc..Nonono..haha. we are to spend the day, deciding what to do on that day itself, just leisurely..don't have to pack the whole day running all over the place. :) Just ask each other, "What would you like to do today?"

This is something i learnt while reading the book on my way to meet dear ytd. We din plan anything for our date, just simply walking to wherever we feel like going and eating whatever we feel like indulging. And indeed, i feel very satisfied after the date. :)) Indeed, Carefree timelessness.

F1!

After which, I went to Mayling house for Hari Raya! each year, she will invite us over to her place! haha there will be lotsa food and snacks!

Yuanyu, peifen and shimin!

Grace Wendy and YY!

Playing this game called Saboteur! haha i'm a noob. and have identity crisis while playing it LoL. always 4get who am i.

Cheese!!

The Mini version of Uno stacko!!

The Girl Gang 8!! :)

Love this bunch of girls! :) haha I always had a lot of fun being with them! these are the girls whom i grow up with since i was a teenager!! :)

Happy Birthday Papa!! :)

2009-09-18T09:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! :)

This is my beloved father!!:) haha papa is a honest, down to earth and loving father to me. He spent most of his life working hard for the family and i really appreciate him a lot :) He's very warm and kind, even to my friends!

My family! :)

My gorgeous mum with my pa!

Dinner outside :)
Dear dear!

My kor kor Lol..

I thank God for such great father on earth in my life :) papa has showered me with so much love and that's when i learnt about the importance of loving people. Papa made many sacrifices for the family but he is always very willing and happy to do that..because he just wanna see us smile and laugh :) I love my father and Father! God has showed me His Fatherly love through my earthly father :) Since young, for every single day, I thank God for my family; parents and brother..and I pray that when i grow up, i will take good care of them. Now that i have grown up, I must learn to take on responsibility of taking care of them..Perhaps..shld start doing more housework?! cook more?? earn more money??! haha but most importantly.. i feel..it's about loving them :)

Thank You Jesus for my family:)

My week so far :))

2009-09-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

I have been so happy these 2 days - Tues and Wed. On Monday, honestly, i was a bit sian and upset coz i wasn't feeling too well and was at home the whole day. Sleeping, eating, watching tv and playing computer. Not productive at all =X Once again, i have to say, not that i dont' like to stay at home, just that not the whole day. In my personal opinon, my HOME IS STILL THE BEST!! WHEE!! Hence, i know i need to plan my schedule from tuesday to this sunday so that i can do things effectively and with great purpose! haha In addition to my job hunting, i need to feed my spirit, soul and body!

Soul:

1) I have just rebonded my hair and cut it slightly!! --> changing a slightly different hairstyle makes me happy!

2) Yunrui and I to hang out tog before meeting ytd. She's really a swweeett girl! i like her! She gave me choc chewy junior! it's yummy!

3) Met up with Kelly weikiat and matthew to do some stuffs tog today! haha. at the last 1,2 hour, weikiat was doing the webbie while the 3 of us wanted to help, but couldn't help much coz we don't know the codes and yes, i'm a computer nerd. End of 3 of us folded stars for the children's charity! heh

4) Dear dear and i went to Dead Sea Scroll Exhibition! I just like to hang around with him! Btw its not very big scale but i just felt very amazed by what i have saw :)) Just felt like..woah..God, You are amazing! Let the pictures do the talking :)

Bible-handwritten by churches in singapore!!! in 1 year! :)

A very very heavy bible! haha and it costs $1500!!

The man!

Martin Luther!

The man who knew everything!! :)

Spirit:

1) Went for leader's mtg yesterday and pastor Aries shared a very good word about having love as the foundatiion of our life! Loving others, just like how Jesus would have loved us. Forgiving others/ourselves, just like how Jesus would have forgiven us!

2) Going to give bs to 4 cg members tml! When we give bs, we'll receive revelations and much more understanding of the Word!

3) Going for boonkiat's cg meeting tml :)) I love hearing him preach coz he's just so anointed! :)

Body:

1) Going to swim at 8am tml morning! let me be the first one to jump into the pool tml! hee. I start to like swimming and honestly, this is the only sports that i really really enjoying doing :) No pressure. I don't really run and when i run, i really gotta force myself to do so.

Okie! these are some of the things that i have been doing for the past 2 days and the things im going to do tml! I'm just so tired physically. Good night friends! :)

Happy bday Von!:)

2009-09-15T09:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE! :))

Yvonne is our YK Zone secretary! Today, all of us gathered to celebrate this special day of hers :) She received many nice and expensive gifts!! And i think she deserved it:) I remember last year, around this time, it was her bday. I was then a new leader in the YK tues mtg. And that fateful day, we celebrated her bday. She received really a lot a lot of nice gifts from the various subzones! haha as i was new that time, i was just wandering in my mind, "How come yvonne got so many presents from the whole zone?" haha gradually, i come to know why. She really worked very hard. And not any one can do her job position. It's really Calling. I tried helping out Yvonne/Pauline a few times in church office, eg, calling up ldrs, doing some admin stuffs. After a few hours, (honestly speaking) i lost my patience already. heh. And through that experience, i know that it's really not easy. Each of the cgl take care of 1 cg each. But she takes care of 60,70 cgs in the entire zone! :)

I often read her blog and i like reading her blog because her blog is so reflective of her emotions and feelings. :) How many of us can truly write out our feelings so expressively for others to see?

I talked to many of my friends about Yvonne, and we all agreed that she's really a woman of faith and perseverance. :) Not everyone can be a zone secretary. But she is the Chosen One :) And she's doing so well!!

Yvonne, if u ever read my blog, i promise u i will try my best submit my admin stuff on time, won't mafan u!! hee

Lastly, Happy birthday yvonne! u are really appreciated by us :) Thank you for all that you have done:))

Sweet

2009-09-14T01:49:00.000-07:00

The moment i woke up today, my mum shouted for me, "Mei! Come and look at this!"

I saw it and was like, "XXX is so sweeeet!"

It's definitely not for me, haha but for my brother :) His friend from US send it over :)) Out of curiosity, i went to check out about this shop and found out that it's not cheap at all :)

It must be consumed within 2 days. My brother don't let anyone of us touch it now. Yes, may tml come quickly, he has no choice but to let us eat le! Heh Heh!

You may check out the bakery http://www.pateliscrave.com/

Swimming :)

2009-09-10T07:16:00.001-07:00

Today i did something that is a first time in my life......HUR HUR...

I went to nearby swimming pool and swim alone in the evening!! heh heh..Honestly.. I felt like an accomplished independent woman when i jumped into the pool! Those who know me long enough will know that i do not swim due to certain reason. Not that i do not know how to swim. I learnt swimming when i was in secondary 1. It was a 10 weeks swimming course conducted by my school. It's awesome! I like swimming. However, after the course ends, i was never ever found in the swimming pool until recently. It was a 10 years wait. Haha it was such a surprise that my parents actually let me swim alone today without anybody with me.

Approaching the swimming complex, not only do i feel proud of myself, I strongly feel the need to protect myself as well! LOL. Firstly, from getting drown. Secondly, from lecher!

Hence, I decided to swim at the 1st lane, even if i were to drown, i just need to stick out my hand and there is the platform. Next, i'm quite afraid of not having my legs touch the ground, hence, i decided to swim only till 1/3 of the length of the pool each time Lol..OK la..i know it's quite dui lian..but better than putting my life at risk right?? Third strategy, i look out for people who has the kind and harmless look. I scanned my surrounding and saw many young ladies, a couple, a few aunties. So, area cleared. Lastly, as there are men as well ( not that i'm saying they are lechers la! but better to be safe than sorry), i kept myself a distance from them. If they are swimming towards me, i will make sure i stick myself to the wall and let them pass first while glaring at them, making sure that they dont' anyhow fling their hands or whatsoever!

Hence, after swimming for 40mins, i'm out of the pool. And i'm mo4 mo4 de feel happy and satisfied! hahaha!

I shall swim at least once or twice a week! woooh! :)

My week so far

2009-09-09T09:18:00.001-07:00

These few months has been a good break for myself :) Just a quick update! i'm still job hunting, had 2 offers, but either pay too low or dont like job scope. But still, after hearing what Pastor Tan shared on tues about God's appointed time and how God creates miracles on certain appointed time so that He can be glorified, I believe that I have already have a awesome and great job position waiting for me..just that I have to wait for the appointed time to come. It trains my character, trust and patience in Him! meanwhile, i'm still hardworking to find job and going for interviews! =D

Honestly, i really enjoy what i'm doing these few weeks HAHA. I'm able to do whatever i wanna do, eat whatever i wanna eat, meet people whom i wanna meet! AWESOME! No wonder, working friends have been telling me, "take ur time to find a good job! meanwhile, enjoy this period of time, once you start working, you won't be able to be like this anymore!"

On the other hand, i've no qualm about saying that there are indeed worries as well. eg, repaying school loans etc :) But i thank God for such great parents who is so willing to feed a 22 years old unemployed daughter! LOL. My parents: "Take your time find a job that u like. I still can feed u for another 1 month la!" They have been saying this since June..Err..now is september Lol..seems like there's no deadline.

Today:

Me: Dear! you wanna yang3 wo2 ma??

Dear: Ya, of coz will yang3 ni2 la!"

Me: *Perks up! "Really??"

Dear: "Ya, when u start working, i will yang3 ni2"

Me: =X

*BISH* LOL.
I love my dear dear a lot! He has been encouraging me every single day :) He has so much faith in me that weeks and days before, he already bought me office hand bag and pencil skirt even when i don't really have a need for it now, except to wear it for interviews:)) *muacks*! When i'm upset and frustrated about the jobhunting, he will be there with me..even if means coming out at midnight to meet me and console me..when i'm happy, he's always beside me, sharing my joy and laughter :) We were calculating just now that we are together for 6 months 17 days le as of 09092009. Each day, i get to know him better as a person. Lol.. He's very fun to be with and can always make me laugh! He makes me wannna love God more and more because from the way he lives his life, he's a man of integrity and love. And, he has no qualm about showing his love and concern to people around him.. :) heh.

I went for GSK interview today. The interviewer has not much expression so i don't know whether i did well or not. But honestly, it's the most laborious interview preparation i ever had. LOL. The day before the interivew, Lilian has helped me ask her friend who went for the interview b4 abt their interview questions. I have to ask meiqi some drug questions at midnight. And i did research on the company and vaccines from the tues night till wed afternoon. I just hope for the best! =D whether i get in or not, i did whatever i can already, and i leave God to do the rest!

Also, this monday and tuesday, i get to meet up with WML, HJ and Kelly to spend some quality time together with them! I think now is a good time to catch up with as many people as possible before i start work!

let's jiayou! I will continue to jiayou too because i know God is with me! :))

Thank you and goodbye Howard.. :)

2009-09-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

Howard passed away yesterday morning and i only got to know this morning. I guess many people are shocked at the news but still, it's kinda expected considering howard's age and health. He is 89 years old this year :)
It is really such great honour to know this man, a history of Singapore. He's so influential, wealthy, famous, intellectual yet, he's so humble and down to earth. We used to have cell group meetings every single week in his house. I was always the first few to reach there before cg meeting.Hence, initially i was lost, not knowing what to talk to Howard about. In my mind, I was thinking, "He was the number 1 lawyer in singapore. what if i have grammatical errors in my spoken english?? how??" But he was always so readily to give his warm smile to every single one of us. All of us respected this fatherly figure and all of us regard him as our family.

Every single week, he will be present to have cg meeting with us together. I remember the first time i took whole cg, including p & w, and preaching, I was obviously nervous. Howard sat beside me, lifting up his hands, praising and worshipping God. In my mind, i keep encouraging myself and during my preaching, i would look at Howard and he would give me smiles to assure me. He was taking down sermon notes too! :) After the cg ends, i would ask him for opinon, he din say anything about my english language lol..but he said, "you are speaking too fast..i couldn't catch u.." *noted, i must do better the next time!*. then for the next few weeks, boonkiat gave me chances to take preaching and each week, he would say, "you are getting better and better!" heh i would just fly up onto the clouds! It's such a great encouragement! He's so high up there, yet, he's so relational and encouraging :)

I remember during chinese new year this year, all of us went to his house to a reunion lunch. Just as we are to leave his house, he pulled a chair and sat right beside the door to wait for us, shake our hands and say bye. As we are leaving, he gave each of us hong bao :) Such a humble man. He love life and he love people.

Like what pastor yock kiang shared during the funeral service, when pastor suggest to boonkiat not to have cg at his hse as howard needs undisturbed rest, howard cried. He said, (can't remember the exact words, but the meaning is like this), "Please do not take away this opportunity for me to serve God. I am old already..and I just wanna serve God in this way.."

I remembered Boonkiat sharing with us 1 year ago about how Howard offered his house to us, he said to BK, (not exact words too, but meaning is there), "I pray to God for a purpose in my life. And I know, now, my purpose in my life is to lend my house to u guys for cell group meeting.." When i heard that, i was like.."woah..that's really touching.." Some people may say they are too busy, too tired, too old to serve God. But look at this man, he's 89 years old, with multiple cancer relapses, yet he's still on fire, serving God!

I was a bit taken back when i heard the news this morning. Feeling a bit upset initially. But i thought, Howard has passed away but he has left behind a legacy to many of us. :) And he is now home with the Lord..:) He always says he wanna attend every single one of our weddings. And i really wanna have him at my wedding. Even though he's gone now, but i won't forget how his humility to serve God and others has impacted me. It's normal for one to be wealthy, famous and influential. But it takes extraordinary character & personality to be that, yet humble & serving at the same time :)

Thank You Howard for the fond memories..
And Goodbye Howard... :)

WML Pool side!

2009-09-03T10:07:00.000-07:00

I'm happy today to meet up with my 2 all-time favourite girls!! WENDY & LILING!! :)
I know these 2 pretty & sweet ladies since we were 13 years old!! Oh man..that's like..nearly 10 years of friendship and still counting!! haha we went to wendy's new place and it was awesome!!! we had a pool side mini party with just the 3 of us!! The pool is like a river, so loooongggg! i bet it must be quite tiring to swim from one end to the other end! Also, with us, come food! We just talk about so many things.. LOL..shan't reveal here..hur hur...

enjoying the ambience and food!

In wendy's room. nice bed. we just feel like sleeping there and not go home alread. heh..

Wendy's eyes are so big that it's like thrice the size of mine!! *envy*!! =DD

SHOCK?!

hahaha the cuties!

Them!!

And lastly, WML!! :) *MUACKS* Love them!! Thank you for the friendship :) and I thank God for such 2 beautiful-inside-out girls in my life :))

Yes...it's " me"!! tsk tsk!

hahahha lovely couple!

I really like this pic!! HAHA

sleep!

Liling look so funny in this picture!! HAHAHAHA!

Time to wake up to go homeeee!

Lastly, my beloved :)

Whee! good night :)

HAPPY BDAY YY!! :)

2009-08-31T07:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUANYU!!! :)

Had a bday dinner with yuanyu with the girl gang!(YY, mayling, zhixian,shimin, peifen and i.) Know this sweet and pretty girl since JC1! Anyway, girls, so sorry!! i couldn't find my hp wire that connects my hp to the lappy! so i can't upload the pics! *roars*

Me: "heys!! let's take picture!!" Then, happily take out my camera ( actually is dear's one, i'm helping him to utilize it now. lol).

Girls: "ok!"

Me: switch on the camera. "OH NO! sorry!! din put in memory card!" lol..The same thing happens when we celebrated wendy's bday few weeks ago!! Everytime i take out my camera enthusiastically, either it has no battery or i have forgotten to put in memory card. And now, my hp wire is missing! No pic to upload le..

We had a great dinner at subway and supper at mac LOL. greedy us!! haha i really love those hu1 li1 hu1 tu things that we do! Anyway YY sent all us back home at our door steps!! thanks dear:)) In the car, other than yuanyu, only zhixian knows the road very well. hahaha. i don't even know how to go home from where we left! Poor shimin and i are always confused when taxi uncle ask us which expressway we wanna take. PIE? or AYE? we don't know and only know how to go home from boonlay/lakeside mrt. roars! I remembered quite long ago, when i was still in year 1, a gd friend of mine, LW drove to school to send me home coz he needs to help take something heavy from my house to an event.

In the car,

Lw: Myrna, how to go ur hse from here?

Myrna: errrr...well...i always take bus home but i don't really know how to go home from school by memory....

Lw: HUH...okieeee... *then he dialled boonkiat's number and called him*, "Hey boonkiat, how to go to myrna's house from nus?"

Boonkiat: "Hmm why not u call Myrna? i not too sure."

Lw: "Errr..okkk..she's right beside me now actually"

Lol. sigh! okkk..i shall learn the roads and the ways to different places noooww!

:)) anway YY is an awesomely sweet girl!! haha :) Not only does she looks sweet, she has a sweet personality. Eg. I remembered her sms-ing us to drink more water coz the weather is hot etc those kinda kind gestures are in her! :) we went to her hse during CNY to pai4 nian1and her mummy would cook really a whole spread of food for us! In short, her whole family is very hospitable! It's in their DNA!

Lastly, Happy bday honey!! :)

Happy baptism day!! :) to sandra and weikiat!

2009-08-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS SANDRA ALEXA AND WEIKIAT ON THEIR BAPTISM!! :)

haha awesome! a special day to be celebrated! :)

Here we are, at JW church compound :))

Moments before beiing baptised!!

hahaha down into the water!!

hahaha and sandra is super funny!! we were all shouting her baptism name, "ALEXA!!!" like mad. See at the below pic, we were just right beside her. yet she didn't respond! LOL we were thinking, "Hmm! maybe she don't recognise her own baptism name coz too new already!" And we decided to change to "SANDRA!!" and yes, we did see some kinda response! Lol..

Weikiat looks like he's gg to fall asleep soon! or he's bu shuang! lol..

yeah!

congrats weikiat!!

Congrats sandra!!

let the pics do the talking!! :)

Lastly! Us together :)) Liupeng, yuankang, yanping, sandra, weikiat, lilian, me and jasmine :))

:))

Up! and family gathering :))

2009-08-29T09:09:00.000-07:00

Finally!!! watched UP!! :) It's really a nice show and i really enjoyed it! We watched the 3D de instead and it's my first time!! The old man's love for the wife is really admirable, no wonder many of my friends who had watched, cried. And I like the little boy, he is so cute and round! heh. I will give it 4/5 stars!! it's a MUST WATCH! :) the 3D is really good! it makes it more alive however..the specs make me feel very uncomfortable..lol..

Sandra Lilian and me! hahah nice specs!!

Lilian and gabriel!

After watching the movie, i went to gave tuition and then, went to meet my parents. We had an extended family gather at this place, called Si Chuan Dou Hua restaurant, it is situated at the 60th floor of UOB centre. It is buffet. they will serve u whatever u will order. And..yes...we ate a loooooot and it's quite worth it!! considering the amount that we ate and the nice scenery view it provides! :)

Us! the older cousins! the younger cousins can't sit still to take pictures! haha the 3 pairs of siblings.

At the back: Rayner and Rachel. Front: My bro lester and i. Jasmine and Jelaine!

Jasmine and Rachel!
haha we literally barge into this secret tea place!

nice bamboos!

Had a great time catching up with my cousins! :) Really tired now, good night! :)

Today!

2009-08-26T08:17:00.001-07:00

After last night's late night supper, i struggled to wake up this morning LOL..Ever since i graduated from sch, to wake up at 8am plus is considered really early! Normally, i will wake up at 930am and later. Then in the morning, i headed down to suntec office to meet up with Pauline. After which, we all went down to Intercontinent Hotel for the Marketplace Biz Luncheon. I helped in the reception. And it was quite amazing to see many high level businessmen n women coming together..Many are CEOs, directors of their companies. As i looked at them, i really want to be as successful as them in time to come!

Then, went to meet up with huijuan to shop in town! Honestly, it is our first one-on-one date after knowing each other for 2 years! hahaha it was great just catching up! other than updating each other abt our job hunt, we thought back about the first time when we met! OH man that was reallly paiseeeeehhh!! In my heart, i was like, "huijuan, u better not mention it!!" and in end, she still brought it out!! LOL. I felt so dui lian!! hahaha She's really a great company to be with! Very fun and full of laughter lol. We shall continue our part 2 soon! And..yes, our debut act! heh heh heh...

After which, met up with dear to watch District 9. Ihas a meaning behind the whole story. Shall not mentioned more in order not to spoil the fun for those who wanna watch! The way the movie is being filmed is rather interested and new to me! The first 1/3 of the show is great and i was really captivated! The aliens look so real during the interaction with the humans..However, as the show progresses..i feel that the climax didn't hit the highest potential..And the ending was a bit unfinished. I was like "HUh?!" when the show ends abruptly. On the other hand, I was feeling really sad for the main lead. He became an alien and was separated from his wife and could only make her a metal flower which he secretly placed at her door step ( at the last scene). Hence, i would give it 2/5 stars! I realized that the shows that i watched for the last few months didn't really satisfy me..When i was younger, every single movie that my parents brought me to, seems so exciting and I would give it 4 or 5/5 stars! perhaps as i grow up, my expectation increases as well! I must watch UP next week no matter whaaat!! hahaha i hope it will be a 4 or 5/5 movie!!

Happy Bday Boonkiat!! :)

2009-08-25T10:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EARLY 19TH BIRTHDAY BOONKIAT!! Lol

After mtg, all the BK leaders went to celebrate his birthday at holland V. It was an awesome time together with the rest! I think it is the first time when all of us are in full attendance! haha It has been an inspiring, encouraging and fabulous time under his leadership! So proud of our ZS! =DD for those who don't know, bk has been promoted to zone supervisor! But it's honourary =DD

We all indulged in late night supper in Swensen! Maybe it's because we're too hungry..hence..we ordered quite a lot..

Apple crumble!

Pepper seafood pasta! It's really really v delicious!! I used to dislike swensen's meals..but this is exceptionally nice!!
The fries!!

The bake rice! This is really good except that the chicken meat is a bit too tough!

And the regular earthquake!!! wohoo!! hahaha

All the above are shared by Yanghong, Chew chew, Angie and I LOL. nice!!

And our bday star!!

Boonkiat!

Presenting to you our BK leaders!! With pauline, jieyun and leila! the newly promoted ZS too! :)

Boonkiat is the best leader i ever come across!! =DD he has the wisdom and he has the understanding of ppl's emotions and feelings. Although he's very analytical, but he's never judgemental! =D He never ever uses his position to demand something to be done, rather he encourages and challenges us to maximise our potential as a person. =D I thank God for such a wonderful brother & friend like him in my life! :) i'm truely grateful to him for what he has sowed into my life :)

ok it's 2 am!! time to sleep! good night! =)

Happy 6th month anniversary!! :)

2009-08-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

Happy 6th month anniversary dear!! =DD

Dear and i spent this special day together doing the most daily-life thing and i really enjoy it! We just hang out together at my place and chill. I feel that at times, just hanging out each other's place is an awesome date. Coz home is the most comfortable and relaxing place to be! We did facial nose mask together and i shall not put up any pictures of it in order to protect our images! lol..And..we got each other some stuffs that we will use often! i'm so satisfied with my new loot! heh!

I love my dear! :)

Going to sleep now, i'm super tired from last night's pool night out. haha

Job seeking!

2009-08-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

It was a threesome date today! Not for fun but for serious stuffs!! hahah roars! We are all out to get a job! We went to various recruitment agencies however..it was kinda weird, coz it seems that only the 3 of us are looking for jobs! The agencies are so quiet.....we are the only one chatting while waiting..and i gotta say..one particular agency is really very INEFFICIENT. They made us waited for nearly 45mins without any consultant attending to us when there's no other candidates at all! Here, i gotta say that recruit express, the previous company that i worked for, is really v efficient comparatively! the consultants are very fast and have sense of urgency!! I do recommend you all to go that agency if there's a need next time.:)

Like what Huijuan said, we shld come out with a book abt "The journey of finding a job!" It's amusing and hilarious to know from each other's past experiences. For instance..Grace's interviewer is late for 6.5 hours!!! -_-and the company is situated into some super ulu place that makes her feel weird" And huijuan's interviewer is so keen on her that she received her "congratulations to round 2 interview" even before she got home (right after her round 1 interview!). After she rejected it, the same "congratulations to round 2 interview" is emailed to her again 1 month later! lol.

Here's what we do while waiting! :)

Cheers to our job seeking! :)) Let's jiayou!! :)

Prayer~

2009-08-17T02:13:00.000-07:00

Good new friends! Thank you for ya prayers! And pls continue to keep me in prayer~
1) That i will get into the PR firm interview round 2
2) I have a reasoning test at P & G tml afternoon
3) I just gotten a call from national heart centre for an interview for the post of medical technologist next tues!

Thank you so much! I really hope to start working!

Thank you :)

2009-08-16T07:45:00.001-07:00

I just read a friend's blog and she mentioned how thankful she is with whatever little things her boyfriend did for her or the things that they will do together :) I think its very sweet and nice of her to give appreciation :) It makes me reflect that a thankful heart is really very important. It will make us learn how to appreciate and cherish people more and more each day and not to take people for granted. I want to be a person who give thanks and appreciation always..This will always remind me about the goodness of God, of how He has put people around me to grow up together with me..

I'm thankful for my wonderful parents and brother. Thankful for their unconditional love. I'm not a perfect daughter and i'm definitely very far from perfection, yet they still love me so much! They have been so encouraging me abt my job hunting and have nv given me any pressure abt it (coz they see me so stressed abt it already! lol) And the moment my bro came back, he wanted to help me reformat my lappy coz he knows it has some problems! =DD

I'm thankful for leaders like Boonkiat and Daryl in my life. Thank you for believing and trusting in me! I'm not the best person around, yet you all see the potential in me and is willing to invest in my life! Thank you boonkiat for always being available to hear me out and advise me! (he's really the wisest friend i ever have!)

I'm thankful for dear dear for always standing on the same line as me! I'm far from being the wonderful gf yet he's always very very consistent in his expression of love for me no matter what. Sometimes I feel i do give him some headache lol..yet he's always very patient with me..And he always use the Word of God to encourage me & speak into my situation. and i'm thankful that we are running the vision for God together in this race. And i know that if i trip and fall, he will be the one who will pull me up and cheer me on to run! *muacks*!

I'm thankful for my cg N109! Thank God for bestowing me with such a wonderful cg! I love every single one of peeps there! Thank you for running the vision together with me and you guys really work very hard, really appreciate every single one of ya in my life! I won't exchange anything for u guys!

I'm thankful for my dearie friends! Too many of you to name:) Thanks for being such a great company to be with. Despite good times or bad times, the moment i see you all, i just feel so relieved and joyful coz you all grow up together with me and you've seen all my chou3 shi4 already..lol..You all have taught me so many things that can never be learnt in school, class or books! I just like being with u all..Thank you so much :)

I'm thankful for such a great, wonderful, loving, caring..(too many adjectives to describe his character already!) and big GOD in my life!! woohoo!! Thank You for loving me :) Thank you for the call You have given to me and I will hold on to it with all my life..:)

Thank you :) From the bottom of my heart :)

Movies!

2009-08-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

I have watched this 2 movies within this 1 week!
G.I JOE

It's not bad:) And the effects are good even though its really out of the world! lol However, personally i feel that the plot is too general and common already..And the fighting scene makes me a bit dizzy. I couldn't sit still during the movie and kept moving and and tossing. Hence, i give a rating of 3/5!

Where got ghost?

Watched this today. I think it's a relaxing movie..and there are a few really funny parts :) however, think it's not as funny as the previous (Jack Neo) movies like "I not stupid 1 & 2" and the ghost stories are a bit common. But i like the moral of the story in the the 3rd part.And, i was geninuely shocked by 2 scenes LOL. And "someone" actually accidentally crushed his 5 finger nails into the flesh of my leg during one of the 2 scary scenes and end up i was shocked by him more than the ghost scene!!! I give it 2/5 stars!

i'm back!

2009-08-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!!!!

It has been about 2 weeks since i last blogged! LOL. i think i have broken my own record already! To those who are concerned about how am i, i'm doing great! :) It has been an awesome 2 weeks coz during this period of time, i've grown and learnt new things in life. Like what people always say, we go through ups and downs. And it was a down period for me during the last few weeks coz everyone else is starting school or work but I am not (still waiting for interviews and all). But i really thank God for His strength and faithfulness. Interviews have started coming in again. And i felt so thankful for close friends around me who stand by me and keep on believing and encouraging me. I will keep on walking the walk with joy, thankfulness and hope!

Many have asked what have I been doing these few weeks Lol..actually its a tough question to answer. I do not work/study now but thankfully, I will have things to do and ppl to meet. This keep me occupied :) However, there will be 1 or at most 2 days in a week when I will stay at home. I like to stay home to be with my family and all, but i don't like staying home the whole day coz i will feel very bored..heh..

And..my brother is back from california this noon! This fortunate guy! get to travel to so many countries! I wish i can too! One of my dreams is to travel to many many parts of the world. Its amazing to see different people in different countries having different cultures.

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY WENDY!!!!:)

hur hur, the greeting is a bit too late on the blog but i'm on time to send her my greetings on the actual day!!

Anyway, bowling session @ Kovan!
Guess which legs are mine?

We just don't grow up! lol..

And..some nice pics taken from william's camera for renming and debiao's wedding. I think it's fabulous! william is our common friend and he's just awesome in photography:)

The anticipation and bliss of a bride :)

The excitment and joy!

I wan my daughter to become flower girl too! so cute in the long dress and flower band!! =DD

I think the kids are tired Lol..

The mum and daughter :)

The touching moment :) nicely captured!

Handsome boy!

:) I'm thankful for the people around me. Thank you for the love, hope and understanding :) *hugs*

Happy 13th Bday mark! :)

2009-08-04T09:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY MARK!! :)

Mark's mum called me few night ago to arrange this surprise bday with us! Mark only thought he will be celebrating his bday with his family. We gathered at Sengkang and went up to his hse together. While waiting for some of them, that's what we do!

Weikiat covered the door hole and the moment he opened the door, We shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!" LOL and he was soOOooOO shocked and stunned that we wished we have videoed his expression down hahahah!! Aunty Angie and Uncle treated us to a feast and all of us were so full after dinner!

The family! :)

The family as well! =DD

Lol weikiat looks v funny in this pic hahaha. And why is germaine laughing so heartily??! lol

Bday boy!

Lastly, Happy bday again!!! :)

Mark has been with us for 1 month and he's like a little brother to us! We enjoyed spending this special day of his with him and hope he enjoy as much as we do too!! haha =DD

Renming and Debiao's wedding!!

2009-08-02T22:54:00.000-07:00

Here is long awaited wedding that many of us have been waiting for....

RENMING & DEBIAO'S WEDDING!! :)

Congratulations!!! :)

The night before the wedding, 4 of the jiemeis + bridesmaid stayed over at RTC with her! haha we gotta sleep before 10pm and it was kinda weird coz i normally sleep quite late! Then, we woke up at 4am to do the make up!! :) It was an experience for me coz i nv wake up so early before heh!

The pretty & gorgeous bride!

She's v v calm! din notice any tinge of nervousness in her! haha still can play around.
Us, Ann, Moqing and Shaoqing!
Before the groom arrives!
Of coz, to win the bride over, there is a priceeeeee to pay!!! haha

1) Gotta sing China national anthem with the brothers dancing at the backgrd!

2) Each of the brothers gotta pluck out leg hair and put it on a tape and the tape is to paste on Debiao's mouth as moustache!

3) One brother has to sacrifice his flesh lol..the word double xi2 has to be written on him!

4) the easiest of all, say "I love you" in Sichuan (as renming is from sichuan!)

tsk tsk! that's what brothers are for!
Finally!! heh.
Char and Anne!
Happy bride!
Nicole!
Weiliang and her leading P & W! :)
With Yuantai, Alvin and Bird!

Us!!
Pretty char!
My emcee partner! Bird!
With pastor Bobby! them exchanging vows, the moment of their lives =DD
Anne! i slept on the same bed with her the whole night!
With dear dear!

Finally! Congratulations again!!!! :))
It is a nice and sweet wedding!! And i like the food! haha it is buffet styled and this makes it more cosy and relaxed!

WML girls' night out! :)

2009-07-30T10:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY WML DAY!!! =DD

For those who doesn't know what' does WML stands for, it means Wendy, Myrna and Liling!! =DD these are my great friends since secondary 1!! hahah can u imagine us being friends for nearly 10 years???!

Once again, we indulge into our favourite hobby, that is eating!! =DD

We had a nightout picnic by Singapore River, in front of Timbre! haha awesome place i have to say. Free nice music, nice scenery and great company! Soup Spoon, apple strudel, sushi!

And of coz, when 3 of us together, there will be camwhoring!! :) Let the pictures do the talking!

Liling!
Wendy!

And me!
Gorgeous ladies! :)

What is wendy trying to do to liling???! The random!! LOL

Can u still guess who is who just by backview??!

And one more!

The threesome!

Them!!

Heart!!

Heart to heart!

Simply love u girls! =D

Nice place!!

And lastly, us! thank you wendy and liling for the great memories all these years!! LOVE U GIRLS! :))

I really thank God that our friendship is still strong after so many years! And i hope that even when we are in our 30s, 40s or even 70s, we will still hangout and camwhore! imagine 3 ah Ma aged 70 years old taking all these kinda pics lol..And of coz..our HTHT ! :)

Date :)

2009-07-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

Went to meet dear for dinner after his work today! I realized that my appetite is getting bigger these few days. I had light dinner at home before meeting him yet i'm quite hungry when we were tog. We ate at Bakerzin and Hmmm..it's okay, not bad. Lol. din ate any deserts there as we were quite full then. But.....

We went to buy durian and camp at some void deck to eat! LOL. I think that satisfies me more than anything else!!! I simply love durians!!! Especially those bitter kind! The more bitter it is, the more shiok it is!! I remember my dad bought 1 basket of 40 durians home many years ago. hahaha and i eat it consecutively for a few days till I have outbreak! And of coz, the two memorable Mao shan wang durians that i share with liang wei & quanhan... for $120!!! I still can remember it so vividly coz it's super pricey!! roars!

Time check: 1143pm.

Time to sleep! one of my "anti-ageing regimes" Good night friends :)

Looking forward to WML Night picnic @ Singapore River tml! woo!!

My Week:)

2009-07-28T09:35:00.000-07:00

These few days have been fruitful for me! Went swimming with dear, peiyun, kenneth, yuantai and nathan at the latter two's condo. haha din know that yuantai and nathan's houses are at the same block!! Shall not put up any of the swimming pic coz i looked too chui! hur hur.

After which, we all went to hang out and ate at this new xinwang taiwan cafe. The fried chicken chop is realy quite big! and quite nice! but..there's no vegetables or other side dish that comes with it, hence it's quite ni4 after a while. All of us couldn't finish our own share. After which,we ordered muay chee to try. Heh! please do not order it coz it's a waste of money!! $3 for 5 little balls of it. All of us were stunned and speechless for few seconds when the waitress put it on the table. I'd rather buy from pasar malam or. =X more worth it.

Us!

Kenneth & Peiyun

Yuantai and Germaine. Germaine just flew back from Japan on that day!

Dear is so cute!! hahaha His ying1 tao2 xiao2 zhui3 LOl

Yesterday, went Orchard Ion with Twinniez :)) Again, we all talked non-stop till we gotta go. anyway I like the place!! all the new brands and shops are all congregated in 1 place! however, the shops in level 1 onwards are too atas for me already! hur hur! But..next time..soon..i shall conquer it!

After which, went to Sandra's convo!! Congratulations deariee girl!!!!

It is always good to attend gd friends' convo! This marks a new chapter in their lives but it also means that we have been friends together long enough to see each other in our graduation gown! :)

After meeting Kelly, weikiat and matthew today, I feel quite good coz we brainstormed quite a few ideas and i really hope it will work!!!! Will keep on praying for God's favour, wisdom and creativity!

And i went down to Debiao and Renming's wedding rehearsal. actually i didn't do much today, but just get to know the place and environment well so that on the actual day, we will be more familarized w it. Saw many of her beautiful wedding pictures. And i really meant it. the pictures of her are really ravishing & beautiful! :) They all deliberately went to China to take!! and she looked like a fairy!! Shall post 2 of their pics here! (taken from her fb) heh heh..

And this place is real!! not fake backgrd!! haha she said it's chilly cold, 2 degrees celsius!!

Bird: "How do you feel while seeing these wedding pictures? Xin1 dong4 ma?? "

Me: "haha ya la, xin1 dong4. maybe it's a girl thing! you lei? xin1 dong4 ma?"

Bird: "Err..actually yes lei!"

Okie, it's not a girl thing anymore! it's a everybody's thing! heh!

:D Connect Zone

2009-07-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

We had our first :D Connect Zone combined cg meeting today! It was v good. I think Daryl shared a very relevant and important Word to all of us..that we have our secret identity! Like Jesus Christ or Superman, they had a secret identity that they only realized as they grow up. Same for every single one of us, God made each and every one of us unique and special. When He made us, He made us with a purpose or rather, purposes. Just like the rice cooker, its main purpose is to cook rice..but it can be used as steamboat or to bake cake. What is my secret identity?? It is still being unravelled to me bit by bit..=D I'm excited! When i am 80 years old, i hope this blog still works. Because i wanna keep memories of what i've been doing for my past decades of life. Through reading all these, i will keep how my secret identity is being revealed.

Some random stuffs. I used to think that facial masks are a waste of money. Every time my friends gave me mask, i will just pass to my mum. Now, i realized, I need it! And i'm willing to spend some $$ on it. I need to do some anti-ageing regime. roars!! Now i know why women are willing to spend so much $$ on skincare, handcreams, facial wash etc... because i'm in their shoes now...We wanna look youthful and good!

Happy 5th month!!

2009-07-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! =DD

Dear and I always celebrate our monthly anniversary. It may not be a big celebration or luxurious one, but we always make it a point to celebrate it together :)) haha this month, of coz we still do!! However, today's different from other day! I had a surprise plan! BUT. unfortunately it foiled coz dear dear is too smart. He knows what I am up to! However, despite knowing that dear already half-know what's up my sleeve, i still insisted on proceeding with the plan. LOL. Hence, both of us were playing hide and seek all the way from Lakeside to Yishun lol..

Both of us were suspecting each other's movements but in the end, my plan didn't really work out LOL. and end up Dear have to run here and there. sorry! roars!!

however, both of us are still happy when we finally met at the certain place. *Muacks* He's really one of the most patient guy i ever met! hahaha!

I thank God for you, Titus :)

2009-07-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

Had a good time with Michelle, Yanghong and Liangwei in this eating trip @ ChinaTown!! We all wanna spend some time with Mich before she flies off to Australia this coming weekend, *hugs*

Went to this shop which is famous for dumpling (according to yanghong). It is really not bad!! However, i felt the things that we ordered are too flour-y already hahaha everything is flour! we ate Dumpling, handmade dumpling skin soup and minced meat noodle. It makes us feel so full and bloated!! But, yanghong never fails us!! he's the champion!! wohooo!! but the food is quite good! :)

The famous dumplings!!

Pretty mich and me!

Hur hur..the finishers!!! Yanghong and Liangwei's hands.

No matter what, there will always still be room for desserts!!

not bad! I din get to try the Mango Pamelo. sigh. But the time i finish making a phone call, it's GONE! not even a single scoop left!! roars!!

Chinatown, haha good place to find food!! :)

Narcissism

2009-07-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

I'm currently reading on this book called, "Enough about You, Let's talk about me" by Dr Les Carter. This book talks about narcissistic behaviors, why does someone become a narcissist, the patterns of narcissists, and dealing with narcissists in our lives. I only just started reading it and I learnt quite a few things! Shall share a bit

Here are some of the common traits of a narcissists :)

1) An inability to empathize.

They could not muster an understanding or sympathethic reaction to other's emotions or concers and they generate great frustration as they rationalize that the world would be a better place if others just quit being so wrong in ways they feel and reaction.

For instance:

Friend says, " I feel that you should just try to understand how i felt about this issue.."

Narcissist: " I was really terrible having to live with you whose emotions are so consistently off base!"

Or he/she would just interrupt conversations most of the time and talk about them.

2) Manipulative or exploitive behavior.

They will pretend to be nice and friendly at first. They will do something for you in return that you do something more for them! =X And uses emotion threats.

Eg. "you remember i did for you the other time?? why can't u help me out this time??!"

3) "You Owe Me" : A sense of entitlement

They will say, "What have you done for me in our friendship/ relationship??"

" You owe me this!"

4) Nothing goes in: Inaiblity to take direction

Girl friend, " Dear, we have been spending a lot of time with ur friends, can we spend some time with my girl friends? i haven't met them for a long time."

Narcissistic Boyfriend: "Those people aren't my type. I will not have you telling me who I should spend time with! "

5) Insatiable need for control

They display their need for control thru various means. Some us obvious behavior like being forceful, bossy, bullying, stubborn or argumentative. other may use more covert behaviors like, punishing withdrawal, feigning agreement, slandering others etc..

6) A haughty or judgemental spirit, "you are so wrong!"

For instance, when they come to your house, they will critize almost every single thing about ur hse decorations, the color of ur walls, the photographs that are on ur desk.

or When friend says, " I feel hurt."

Narcissistics will reply, "well that's just stupid. I can't believe you think that way. you are wrong!"

7) Unwillingness to acknowledge reality.

They do not live in truth. They live in their own world.
For instance, if u wanna tell them to lightening up their temper, they would say, "If you put me up against any other person, you will find that i have far more balanced emotions than them!"

8) Lethal Charm: Ability to create favourable impressions.

Despite the destructive nature of this personality profile, many of them have a history of appearing friendly and agreeable-at first! They seem to know that if the display their selfishness too quickly, they will be shunned, so they keep it under wraps until they have gained a foothold in another's life. so scary!!! roars!!

haha, i think that most of us have a certain degree of narcissism. Some have a very little tiny bit, some have large portion of it.

Shall blog more about this again!! All contents are from the book :)

Personally, i don't wanna judge anybody coz i know who am i to judge people. However in my personal experiences, i did met up with ppl who fits in the above traits in my life course. haha but thankfully only a few :)

In the later part of the book, the author will talk about how not to become a victim of them. Let's see how! :)

Bye Sean and Cheuk! =DD

2009-07-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

After Service, I went to watch this movie, titled, Haunting in the Connecticut with Dear, Weikiat, Jasmine, Charmaine and Mark! haha even before we were at the cinema, all of us were quite afraid and din really know what to expect. Din wanna put up the Movie poster coz it looks kinda scary. =X And while watching the movie,i tried to distract myself by so that i don't put in my 100% concentration. This reduced the fear that was being induced. I closed my eyes & blocked my ears,!It's a Ok show ba. Now thinking back, it's a bit scary, hence I give it 2/5 stars!

After which, dear and i went to meet Cheuk, Sean, yanghong, kelvin and Sarah for dinner! Seoul Garden. it has been a long time since i ate there!

The residues!
With beloved dearie! Cheuk! I promise u that i will find u and spend more days with u when i go HK the next time!! Muacks!
hahaha Cheuk got thick and sexy lips!

I love you!! thank u for the friendship!! =DD

And lastly, us! =D And sean, but he went off before we took a pic! Take good care Sean, hope u will stay in Sg longer the next time u come back! =DD

Was really looking forward to send Cheuk off at the airport ( as we had planned for weeks) but couldn't..so sorry =X Even it was a short 2 hours of dinner just now, but i really enjoyed her company and i think that she is really a v v lovely person! And from her own life testimony, she's a strong girl who inspires many :) All the best in whatever u do! muacks!

See u again real real soon!!

Fruitful!

2009-07-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

These few days have been fruitful and i think i really enjoyed this week!! Met up with many of my friends every single day (except Monday whereby i stayed home). I even went to give free tuition to Lydia, Germaine and Gloria (their friend) at lydia's hse. hahaha okok la, i admit i like hanging out with little girls also la..lol..they make me feel so youthful! HAHA. And of coz, spending some time with dearie Kelly & Lilian. haha we went to City Plaza to scout for stuffs for Kelly's blog shop, end up 3 of us bought a top each from the same shop!! roars! lilian bought the most! a bag and a cool jacket!! hahaha And, definitely, good quality time with kelly during our nights out the other night!! =DD

Also, meeting up Grace for a day date!! haha it is always fun meeting her and just chit chat. No matter how many times we meet up, there are always a lot of things to catch up with each other!! haha And..today, meet up with Grace, Zhixian, Mayling and Wendy for Harry Potter movie! Okie..i'm honestly a Harry Potter fan, i read every single of its book except the last book and watched every single of its movie. But..i feel this movie is a real disappointment =X After about 45 mins after the show started, i turned to Grace and told her that i find it quite boring and she earnestly agreed with me LOL. Then..after a while.. I fell asleep in the middle of the show. And i only woke up at the climax. HMm...i don't really enjoy it..=X I give it 0.5/5 stars. haha ok....i know many of u are going to scold me for that rating!!

And of coz, glad that Dear is out from his reservice after 1 week!! I guess this is the longest time we din see each oher!

And we had a different cg meeting this week! LOL. we had it at a different part of char & ger's hse and we have different guitarist (charmaine) and additional pianist (me) for praise and worship! haha and it's so comforting to see many young secondary school faces with us this week for cg!! =DD And thanks to Uncle and Aunty Helen, we had a durian + desert feast for refreshment!! i think i really ate a lot coz of deprivation!! i haven't eat it for so long!

On the way home from cg, i confronted a lecher and even shouted in the bus and chased him when he alighted. He continued walking v fast and i chased after him coz i know in my heart i cannot just let him get his way! Too often, we girls are always afraid to stand up when these kinda things happened. I was like that last time too. But i just felt so strongly that I gotta protect myself. However, i was so disappointed that when i asked a couple for help, they just ignore my plead for help, and they just walked away. ( they are the only ppl at the bus stop i think!) It was such a ulu place and it was midnight..and there i was asking them for help and they just leave me alone. honestly, i was angry but i was also quite scared. I have no choice but to let him go. I think this is the first time i raised my voice till so loud. Of coz i was so upset that i cried. I was thinking how come the couple din come and help me. Thank God that I called Twinniez and Dear right after the incident. I wanted to hide it and keep it to myself. Dear came down right after I called him (Love units increase tremendously lol) and i woke my mum up to tell her abt it.

Things that I have learnt:

1) We gotta stand up for ourselves and not be afraid to shout for help. Even if no one is there to help, at least this will scare the lecher and let him know that he won't get his way!!

2) Do not shout, "hey! stop!" in the bus when the lecher is alighting. I was so puzzled how come no one in the bus help me to chase the lecher when i shouted that. Then dear told me, which i really agree. He says that ppl in the bus and the bus driver will think that i am shouting that to ask the bus to stop to let me alight! I shld have shouted molester!!

3) Tell ur close friends and family members abt it if it really happens. Do not keep to ourselves coz this will result in emotional trauma which is detrimental.

4) Do evaluate the surrounding when chasing the lecher. When i chase the lecher, i realized that it was a ulu bus stop along AYE. hur hur..no one is really there..and it was midnight..he could have attacked me or whatever. Thank God he didn't..

I just thank God that i'm safe...I think this is a learning lesson for me..Let's not keep to ourselves when such things happened...We are precious children of God. Even though such things do happen unfortunately, but that doesn't mean that God doesn't love us. He really loves us so much. Because He loves us so much, He wants us to grow up to have a healthy self-image :) And that is why He gave us so many nice and wonderful people around us to help & take care of us. :)

That is why I love God and I love the people around me a lot :)

2009-07-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

GIRLS' NIGHT OUT W KELLY! =DD

hahaha it has been a while since both of us went out on a date! And yeah! today shall be the day! we've planned this 2 weeks ago le!

We went to Timbre at ArtHouse.And i think its an awesome place to chill! haha!

There will be live band every night. I remember the last time i went there was Jo's 21st Bday last October!
Me and my drink, SnowBall. it's really nice, i like it!

Pretty Kelly and her drink, Grasshopper!

The Roasted Duck Pizza!! haha Kelly likes this!But i find it a bit too ni4 after the 2nd piece!

And..the seafood platter! It's really a lot. Both of us can't finish both of them =X

hahaha acting emo!!

And me too!

And of coz, us together!!

Nice Night view w gorgeous lady=DD

Us!

hahaha and of coz,with us around, there're bound to be stupid things to do together!! Like...thiss!!

Crazy woman at the back!

Weird woman at the back! Lol

hahaha this shot looks abit weird tho!

And my marvelous pole dancing!!

Sweet!

Singa!!

hahahaha where's kelly!

Oh yeah!!

Lending a helping hand to the coolies!

On our way home!

Lastly, us! =D

Really had great fun with her today!! Both of us are girls who love quality time and i'm glad we had this date together! hahaha Timbre is good. but i think the best part is when we sat by Singapore River and just talk about our lives and all. Nothing is better than having a heart to heart talk with each other. Love this gurliex a lot! =D And yes, we made a pact with each other, the pact that we are to make it happen by next year. Wanna know huh??! HAHAHA Sorry! cannot tell u! =Pp

Thanks Kelly for uploading the pic the moment u reach home! HAHA i know i forced u to do that! But thanks for pei4 he1-ing me too hahaha

Hur Hur..our next date...Harris'!!!( we need air-con!! roars!! )

Gift of Shyness :)

2009-07-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

I just started reading a book, titled "The Gift of Shyness" by Dr Alexander Avila. The author is actually a researcher cum clinical pyschologist and is particularly well-versed in the research of shyness in men and women.

It is said that there are about 40-60% of people in America and Japan admitting that they are shy. Ok, i am shy by nature as well. Some of u may not tell. But yes i am =D When i was younger, i was even more shy. hahaha. When i first meet new people, i am the quiet girl they would perceive..and more of an observer..however, as i get warmed up to the new friends, then i will start to open up to them and play with them!! But i guess, as i grew older, i'm less shy, but perhaps, it's still in me =DD Like..i get anxious and nervous with i'm alone with the person i like, I can't eat properly when i'm with him and all.

The word, "shy" has been stereotyped to be dull, fearful, quiet, timid and hopeless nerd. Some said that to be shy in our society is to be considered less than a complete human being. And like what some said in the book, i shall quote, " Shyness has been defined as a harmful psychological state that causes people to withdraw from others because they are extremely fearful of being judged or criticized." Oh man..such negative definitions...no wonder no one likes to be associated with 'shyness'. This is especially so in the western countries. however, in eastern countries, like in China, being shy and quiet are compilments!! Teachers love these kinda stuffs and would often praise them for being guai1 and dong shi.

The author and some other researcher, being westerners, see shyness in a different light. There are actually 7 gifts of shyness!

1) Gift of senstivity
2) Gift of long and loyal relationship
3) Gift of listening
4) Gift of reflection
5) Gift of modesty
6) Gift of mystery
7) Gift of gentleness

Woahh! haha not bad!! I was a bit Ya Ya Papaya when i read about it! haha there are quite a few good points abt being shy ya! Shall share more as i continue reading it :))

S63 steamboat gathering!

2009-07-13T02:04:00.000-07:00

I had my SAJC S63 Class gathering yesterday! haha i have to say, this is my FAVE CLASS in my whole education life!! :)) These peeps are the funniest, most random, wittiest and craziest batch of people to be with! And i'm really glad that after 5,6 years, our friendships are still great! :)) We all had lotsa memories together like studying together at reading room, chionging down for buffets v frequently or cabbing down from school just to watch the BBall finals.

As our class is famous for eating buffet hence, we shall not let our title down! We went to Crystal Jade Steamboat buffet! And there's free flow of xiao long bao, cha shao bao, desserts and drinks! However, in my own opinon, i find that steamboat buffet is not v worthwhile for me coz i don't really eat meat that is cooked in the steamboat ( coz v tasteless!! and i like meat/seafood with gravy), hence, i only ate vegetables & mushrooms! And the guys really fancy the xiao long bao! it's really not bad i have to say! But i think, my favourite food is the cha shao bao and the red bean jelly dessert! lol

The spread!

The prawns are really v v fresh and juicy! And thanks to Jiewei who peel prawns for all of us! It used to be Sompong's vocation but now, i guess he decided to retire from that! I think guys who peel prawns for others are v attractive in a way coz it shows that they are v serving people :)) I remember the guys in our class would dirty their hands to wash and chop up the crabs for us ( when we had steamboat buffet at marina bay)

The Yuan yang wok!

Crystal, Sarah and Sompong! and Beside Crystal, is Justin, but heh.. can only see his arms. Sarah is now working as a therapist in an autistic school! A very interesting and nobel job =D

And my beloved, Kelly Sandra and I! haha Thank God that Kelly got car to drive Sandra and I to and fro but with sompong as the driver. heh.

Introducing Mr Prawn Peeler, Jiewei! And beside him, Ben! haha he and his long hair! haven't seen him ever since we graduated coz he went Uk to study.

And of coz, beside sompong are Marcus and Timo! haha Timo, our fave boy! He nv grows old and is forever keeping us amused with his ancedotes and funny stories! LOL.
We finish eating the steamboat at 12am and when we left the place, we went to a rather quiet empty and quiet hawker centre just to chit chat.

Timo: Ehh! stop asking about me, i have been saying so much! Talk about u all la.

All: (stare at each other for 2 seconds, in absolute silent)

All: (break the silence) Sorry! we think you are the most interesting guy =DD

Anway, I'm so glad we all met up yesterday despite some are still overseas while a few can't make it.

I love SAJC!!

To me, i think SAJC is the best JC in the whole Singapore. It leaves me with some much memories and so many awesome friends!! And most of the good friends that i still hang out with are also from sajc!! I wished we had taken more pics yesterday =DD

(if u find these pictures v familar, it is actually taken from sandra's blog! hahaha)

Dear's commencement 2009!

2009-07-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Commencement Day to Dear! :))

I guess commencement day is day whereby parents really look forward to. This is the result of their hard work in nurturing us in gaining education and knowledge. On this day, it should be a day to thank our parents! I think dear's parents are super proud of him! :)

As his sisters and i couldn't go into the hall, we waited at the cafe area! haha! we stand-by right in front of the TV when there are still 6,7 people names to be called before his! Right after his name is announced, there is a roar of shouts and cheers in the hall! lol.

Before dear went in for the ceremony (yuantai and liwei came back with their gowns just to take pics!!! so on! hee)

I didn't bring my gown! =X

Us with our snapshots while dear is inside the hall!

Xiujing holding onto the one and only chipmunk in the whole world! can't be found anywhere else! hee
While dear is still in the hall...........

Changhan!

Yuantai!

Lips!

Lips is so proud of his new camera, which he bought just ytd!

I'm so proud of u too honey! :)

hahaha i think yuantai's eyes are super duper big here! i think twice the size of mine even when i put eyeliner!

The NUS united peeps!!

And..dear and i!!

And he really took a lot of pictures with his friends! hahaha many more than mine!

Hope u had a great day today!!:)) Muacks!

My commencement!! wooo!

2009-07-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today is my day!! My Convocation!! =DD hee. Honestly, i don't really have much feelings within me! But i'm just so happy that many friends came to support me on this special day and i'm just so glad to have shared this happy moment with them!! :)

With my neh oi WML!!! liling and wendy!! hahaha

We were scolded by the lady at the side coz 3 of us tried to sit on the bear's chair!! lol

And...
Liling & Wendy: Eh, Myrna, come, give u something
Me: what thing?? don't scare me oki!
Both girls proudly present to me..PINEAPPLE!!
LOL!
LL and Wendy: Wang ah!!

And of coz, Yanghong, thanks for coming down despite not feeling too well!
hahaha dear! No matter where we are or which occasion it is, we still can do our favourite stunt!! LOL
Sean!! thanks for coming down! The day before he still smsed me to ask what's the dress code.
Me: Oh, u can just wear smart casual :)
Sean: huh..i'm still looking forward to wearing my shirt!
heh heh!

And of coz, my darling girls!! this bunch of girls who is forever so supportive! Thank you!!
And kelly!! And of coz, sandra! who came early in the morning before convo starts to give us the card and flower! Thanks N109 and Jiewei and sompong for the card and flowers!
Even tho it's commencement, supposedly to be a formal and serious occasion, BUT. we still need to do our usual camwhoring! hur!
And...Let's jump!! woohoo!!
hahahaha JUMP! My hair is so pong pong!
And thank you guys for coming all the way down despite all ur busyness! =D love:)
While taking a few pics with different cams, they still shout, "1,2,3" so loudly! i still tot how come they are so united, haha after the count of 3, they all all shamm cann!!! pangseh!
hahah this is then called Peck Kiss!! muacks twin!
hahah randomness of WML!!
Sean, showing off his fatherhood! haha to a bear.
What is Liling going to do to the pineapple??! Wendy n I, lost in our own world! lol

Artistic shot!
Another one of a kind!! LOL With yuantai!!!

hahah took many pics with my WML!

ROARS!!

Me: Dear! do a roar pose with me!

Dear: Huhh..i don't know how to do lei

Me: Just roar la, try!

Pic taken.

Liling: Roar lei! don't stand there be handsome only!

hahaha! dear is so cute!! =D

The BP peeps!

Salute!!

hahaha May May!! first class honours!! congrats!! hahhaa

My beloved!!

And of coz!! My lovely papa and mummy!! thanks for making this day happen with all ur encouragement, love and investment in me!! thanks for trusting me!! wheee!

hahah again, my gang!

The mighty women!!! Huijuan and darice!!! Nice hair darice!! bang rocks!

Kelly!! haha

My twin!! My mum says she's super pretty when she saw her before the ceremony starts!

NUS bear!! and us!

The powerful Pineapple!!! Many people asked me who bought it for me! hahaha

I didn't get to throw my hat in the hall, shall do it now!

Undressing my robe! haha the human-dressing room1

Lastly, i'm really thankful that u all came down all the way to share this special day with me!!

Thank you Dear for the beautiful banquet of flowers and bear! It's the most beautiful flower that i ever received.

Thank you Liling and Wendy for the card, Pineapple and lion bear. I love them! I ate the pineapple already! heh.

Thank you Sean and Yanghong for the lion bear as well!

Thank You Zhixian Yuanyu Grace Mayling Peifen Wendy Shimin for the card and sunflower!:))

Thank You Twinniez for the bear and the card! =DD

Thank you N109 for the card & well wishes!

Thank you ?!?!?! for the banquet flowers! haha din catch what sandra says abt the flowers, from cg or Sompong Jiewei??

Thank you Sandra for meeting us so early just to bring us the gifts!

Thank you friends for all the smses & well wishes!

Thank you papa and mummy for all ur love, care, trust and so many more things you have given me! Without u all, i won't know where i will me

And of coz, Thank you for dearest Lord Jesus Christ for all the family and friends that You have given to me! And Thank You for ur unconditional Love!! =D

Thank You for making me so happy today! haha I felt so blessed and loved :))

Kbox

2009-07-06T08:44:00.001-07:00

Went to Kbox with Yanghong Sean Brenda Wilson and Regiona (i don't know how to spell, opps! But he can sing really v v well, like Gary Cao!! *thumbs up*) I think the last time i went to sing KTV is half a year ago @ Chihsien's bday! hahaha that's like quite long ago! Anyway had a great time with them. But my stamina is getting lousier, i get tired after a few hours!

Happy to meet dear today as well!:) Seeing him makes my day!

And i finally bought my swim suit!! The last time i really swam in an adult pool was 9,10 years ago when i was in swimming class during secondary one! I shall utilize my swim suit considering that there's a regular swimming pool 5 mins away from my house!!

i'm just so tired to blog now..going to zzzZz already!

Good night friends!!

Floorball!

2009-07-05T07:35:00.000-07:00

Today we had our decentralized service! And it was just soooo awesome!! Pastor YK shared a very relevant word with interesting analogy and example!! And I think Erika is really good at leading praise!! She got the style and voice! I really hope she can lead p&w in the normal service real soon! :)

It has been 5 years since I play floorball!! the last time was in SAJC!! haha! floorball/hockey was a very "IN" thing then. we all frequently play it during PE. We went to play at kallang after svc and it was fantastic!! hahaha i think i spent more time and energy cheering and shouting than playing the real thing! lol...We formed the "woOOOOOO!" sound effect team! LoL. Kelvin & Yanghong are really good at that! HAHA And it was so fun just hanging out with our cgs!

Anyway haha I like Mark's bag! so cute!

Playing in style! them:)

And us! our 2 teams! Jialok, Gabriel, Mark, Nathan, Collin, Gerald, Sicong, Me and Jasmine!! All the guys except gab is 13 & 15 years old! they are just so young.

I think all of them can really play floorball really well! I was panting like mad after ONLY 1 GAME!!! and it's really those..can't talk properly..can't breathe properly kind! i think i must really go exercise regularly! haha Jasmine is really good & very sporty! she's so unlike me. heh.

Anyway i'm so tired after the whole event! haha actually..i only played 2 games..but it's still v draining! Hope to have this kinda sports again! haha!

My sat

2009-07-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

Had a good time with lydia and germaine! My 15 years old friends. haha like what the bible says, we become who we hang out with. I hope i can look younger and younger as i spend more time w them. heheh! anyway recently there are quite a few people who just get to know me say that i look like 17,18 or 20. haha Hmm i choose to believe that what they say is from their hearts! I feel like floating a bit whenever i hear that. Now i understand how many my mum is always so happy when people say she look young or call her xiao jie. It's the woman thing i think! we like this kinda compliments.

Spend some time at night with Dear and his cg friends. All his friends are working adults and it is a different feel from my cg who are all youths :) haha hope to know them better :)

Anyway...CONGRATS DEBIAO & RENMING!!!!

Today debiao finally make a public announcement & invitation about their wedding! Just feel so happy and excited for them! I know both of them through Boonkiat's cg as we have been combining cgs for 1 year. Though i see lesser of them when my cg multiplied out, they are still one of my fave couple friends!! :) Both of them really have the heart after God..and they always pray together as a couple! Like what we always say, "the couple who prays together, stays together" :) I remember debiao always volunteer himself to help print songsheets for the cg. And i mentioned in my previous blog that i must always remind myself not to take anyone for granted. Even though his working hours are shifts and v v crazy (for instance..he can never sleep for a few days kind)..he never fails to ask, "Myrna, i can help in printing, let me know the songs." I was like.."wah.." Whereas Reniming never fails to praise God. She always share testimonies after testimonies and many of us are just so encouraged!!

Lastly...MAYLING'S 22ND BIRTHDAY PICS!! :)

hahah peifen is so cute!! she doesn't like cam.

My pretty ladies!!! i went off v early :)

Of coz, the bday girl!! hahaa Look at the cute balloon and gifts!

We, the tai tais, who play card games when everyone else is studying or working!!

hahaha and lastly, Dear Mayling when she's still a little girl girl! :) I love her! :)

My friday!

2009-07-03T09:59:00.000-07:00

I Went for Overnight prayer meeting at Riverwalk from 9pm to 3am. And it is really superb! I like the Word that is shared by Pastor Yk and Veron! Something that is so close to their hearts..By the time i reach home..it's around 345am. And i printed my mum's receipts for her! haha or not she will kick me for i keep forgetting to print for her! Finally, da4 gong1 gao4 chen1! I slept for 2 hours before waking up at 7am to send my bro off. Yes, he's going off again! luxurious life lei!! Now he's going to California for 1.5 monthsss!! pack me in the luaggage!!

Bye kor!!

Btw..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYLING!! :)

No pic yet! still w grace!! Thank God for such a dearie! Went her hse to chill for a while w the rest! haha and the last card game that we played is like so chim!

And..

I'm back from Cell group and it has been 5 weeks since we have cg meeting! haha so happy to see the cg peeps back at char & ger's house!! I was really encouraged today by the cg and people around us! When i slow down my steps and look at the people around me, I feel so blessed and loved..I must always remind myself not to take them for granted..I think the worst thing one can do is to be so consumed in what he is doing and forget all about the people God has put in our lives.

1) Many of them shared testimonies on how God has helped them, gave them revelation and pull them through. *applause!!* so proud of every single one of them!! And... Gabriel got into dean's list in medicine!! congrats!! He's the top 10 students in their fac! When i see each one of them doing so well, i just felt so happy!!

2) Thank you Bird for cabbing down straight from work to help us play guitar!! Really appreciate your help!! :) Bird has been helping us whenever Daniel is away in army..and i feel so thankful for such a friend and brother like him who is so willing to avail himself with such joy and enthusiasm! On our way home, we were talking abt this and he said that "i will help u out whenever i can...It's nothing :)) " I was like..really thank you so much.. :))
I think our cg is really v fortunate to have such flavour as well!

3) Thank you Aunty Helen for always treating us with refreshment! This week, we have longan sweet potato soup and various old chang kee stuffs! She deliberately went out to buy the old chang kee stuffs for us, and she then went for her own cell group. Really thank you for the generosity and love u have given us!! And both of us were talking abt some collaborations just now :))

4) Thank you Daryl for ya call just now. I felt so encouraged after putting down the phone. Thank you for ya understanding and thanks for saying that you trust me :) I think..the best thing to hear from our leader is that they trust us in whatever we are doing. Then..he asked me how's my interview and all..whether i know how to answer interview question. "tell me how u answer when they ask u abt ur strength and weakness." So i went on to say abt the weakness part. He's like laughing and saying "Noooo...!! Okie..u meet me before ldr's meeting this tues, i teach u how to answer this kinda interview qn!!" LOL

I feel so tired now..going to catch up on my beauty sleep..Good night! :)

Dim sum & Transformers :)

2009-07-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i spent so much on a meal! roars! haha

Welcome back SEAN! :))

Went to eat dim sum with sean and yanghong this noon at Red Star. It seems that it is a v famous restaurant as quite a few people recommended this dim sum place, even my papa! haha Saw him and his friends there when we went in! Such a conincidence! lol..

We really ate to our max..feel so heavy having to stand up! And i think the guys really can eat a lot..i really cannot take it already..But it's quite not bad! Especially the Siew mai, chang fen, chaoshao bao. Other than that..the other stuffs are quite okok only..

Our first round!!

Some remnants! Lol..

Us together! After eating..all of us can't realli move!

At iluma! hur..in the lift :) 3 of us slack for a few hours at coffee bean w/o buying anything. LOL.

Went to watch Transformer with Dear. Hmm! it's like a highly anticipated show! we wanted to watch since last week but the movie theatre is always full! Maaannnnyyyy people told me it's v nice & exciting!!!

BUT. i'm give it only 2.5/5 stars! Firstly, i really gotta say, i really love to see the cars, lorrys, crane being transformed!! And the transformers look v real! I really enjoyed the 1st 1 hour of the show..where the actions are so exciting hahaha. Also..Megan Fox is super hot and pretty!! haha. i bet many guys drool over her!! Anyway..personally..i feel it gets really quite monotonous and draggy at the middle of the show..especially when they were in egypt..i was quite distracted..or rather..my mind is somewhere else..coz the actions don't really capture my attention..and i'm quite "immuned" to it already. So..i think it's overall a quite good show ba..Can watch..But not say must watch!

I'm so tired now, going to sleep soon, good night! :)

Today

2009-06-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

I started off the day, waking up early! (other than days when i gotta go for morning svc). Went down to Suntec Office to help Yvonne do some admin. I only did for few hours and i really gotta say, Yvonne is really a great zone sec!!! *thumbs up! :) It is really not easy to keep track of so many things, especially with abt 60+ cgs and thousands of members! And..every detail matters!! :)

Im physically so tired now! I had a great time of fellowship just now before meeting. haha today's meeting start the latest! 1030pm!! :) Thank God i managed to get the last train and last bus.

I'm having my graduation convo next week!! haha i've not much of feelings right now. Just feel so amazed that i've lived till 22 years old!!! And i think the past 22 years have been awesome! With such great papa & mum, who have been loving and caring for me unconditionally.. Putting my bro and I through university :)

Actually it feels quite weird as well. means that i'm growing old!

okie quite random. shall not continue anymore :)

Good night! :)

Book

2009-06-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

I am half way readiing the book, "I Love you, but I'm not in love with you" by Andrew G.Marshall. haha it's a great book for leisure reading yet it's quite informative. The author is a relationship therapist who has did many research and counselling on relationship. It talks abt about couples who love one another, but are not in love with each other. How can tat be? Yes. I can say that i love my friends, but i'm not in love with my friends. For couples who are in that stage, it is when they are comfortable with each other for what they have shared, gone through and experienced, but, there is a lack of passion.

Also, this book talks abt how to rectify it. And one of the things that I learnt today while reading it on MRT is that, argue is a way of communicating and way of expression as well. I always thought that arguing between couple is bad and we shouldn't do it!! However, it is highly advisable that we should not suppressed our dislike, anger or irritation by swallowing it or thinking, "nevermind, i don't wanna argue with him/her..i shall just forget it." But the thing is, the more we do this, the more more emotions will be built up and eventually, one day, we will just explode! Of coz, there shouldn't be destructive arguements such as physical/verbal abuse etc. I'm happy that i read this part. For me, i'm a person who doesn't like conflcit, and i'd always try my best to avoid it if possible by saying to myself, "Nvm, just 4get it..don't care abt it..". Now i know, we shouldn't just bury all our feelings within :))

I'm happy to spend time with dear these days even tho he has just started working for 2 weeks already :) Even when we just sit beside each other at somewhere with him holding my hand, i will feel so blessed.. :)

OK Going to sleep, gotta do something constructive tml!!

Good night :))

Happy birthday shimin!! :)

2009-06-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY, SHIMIN!! :))

Know this girl since sec 1??! hahah almost 10 years!! Glad to have met up with my SA Girl Gang once again! :))

All of us are present yesterday and it was a good time together!
From left: Wendy, Grace, Zhixian, Peifen, Me, Mayling, Shimin & Yuanyu!!

We just love taking pictures! hahaha our professional photographer, Grace will always bring her cam to every of our outing and we simply love taking down all fun memories of us tog!

Them!!:)

And us! :)

My aiming is really v bad! can't have all of us in!

Mayling: "Myrna! i can't find a hole to put my head in, stop moving!!" LOL!

Equally bad, mayling and yuanyu are completely gone! Lol

Now, Zhixian is gone!

BIRTHDAY GIRL!! =DD

Mayling!! i Love this girl! We were in the same secondary as well! but we din know each other personally until JC. During secondary times, she always knows me as the girl who always go toilet. (coz she always see me there!) and i know her as the girl who writes v good summary! (coz we have the same english teacher and she showed Mayling's summary as the good example)

After dinner, we all went esplanade to slack and just talk! hahaha and we played the "broken telephone" game.. I still remember the other time we played taboo for 1-2 hrs at vivo roof top.

Now, is Mayling's turn! She's so much better! all of us in!

We just love the cam:)
Lastly, all of us, the delinquents once again! guess which is me??! Lol

Also, i had a good time with Twinniez on Friday :) We have been meeting every week to catch up! There's still a lot of things to catch up despite meeting quite frequently. HAHA!

I like this top!! =DD

And..we can take pic anywhere, anyhow. Dressing room? no prob... Toilet..?? Sure!

Love this bunch of girls a lot!! =DD We can simply have lotsa fun anywhere :)) All we need is each other accompaniment :) We have been in the gang for abt..5 years??! and we have been celebrating every single of our birthday each year! Even our Jc cca teacher, Ms Tan is also v amazed by our culture! hee.. see u girls again this Friday!! :))

SOS

2009-06-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

We had the last session of Song of Solomon tonight and it was fantastic! The presence of God just filled the entire place and i believe many people are touched. :) Pastor was saying, "The thing that will really make God v v v v happy is when we grow in our love for Him and live for Him! Lay down our lives for His Kingdom purpose! "

I was like woahhh...awesome. What is His Kingdom purpose? One of them is to see many lives transform for the better. There are so many people out there in the world who really need education, medical services, food, necessities...And there are so many people out there who have been abused, mistreated, depressed etc..They need to experience the love of God. The peace, joy and love that only He can give :) As i go through this series of bible study, i realized, there's really so much to learn about and from Him..I need to have less of me and more of Him.. Every single day, i just want to be closer and closer to Him. :)

We change the world one person at a time.. :) Perhaps, i should really be a teacher..so that i can be in an environment where I can get into the lives of the youths and help in whatever ways. :) And i think that the job position of a teacher is not only imparting knowledge but is helping and guiding lives.

I remember when i was secondary 2, i was so depressed that i don't know who to turn, i wrote a v long letter to my form teacher, Ms Chu. That time, Ms Chu had took a month of MC as she had leg injury. However, in spite of not being in school, she replied me and asked a teacher to pass her letter to me..and we exchanged letter for a few times.. :) i still remember vividly that she wrote, "It's okay Myrna..i also din know my purpose in life until few years ago etc etc.." That point of time, i just felt that i'm not an alien! haha. I felt like "she can identify with how i'm feeling!" That really encourages me.. :)) And she is so considerate and loving that she often counsels me, talk to me so as to know how I am feeling. Of my whole 15 years as a student, I think Ms Chu is the teacher that leaves the most impact in my growing up years! :)

Oh wells! i am still considering! Let's see how :))

Good night! :)

rattles!

2009-06-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

It has been like more than 1.5 months since exams ended! I have my fair share of fun going for my grad trip and meeting up with my friends and all! It's time for WORK!! I'm currently unemployed and jobless! rarrs! have been sending out resumes. Marketing & PR. However, i have heard from a few friends that many companies are freezing headcount for marketing and PR to cut cost. Wells, it's okie. And i've applied for teaching position under MOE. LOL. Imagine me being a teacher. If were to be, i wanna be the hottest and hippest teacher in the school! HAHA. anyway! let's see how. Of coz, still asking God where He wants me to go. And i believe that wherever He wants me to go, He will put in the desire and passion in my heart..to do something that I really like, enjoy doing and areas which i am good at!!

Like some of my friends, we are in the transition stage. Honestly, initially, i feel kinda lost & frustrated. And feel a bit useless coz i'm not generating income and i'm not contributing to my own self-value (eg. studying) . However, thanks to the encouragement from friends! And like what Pastor Tan says, "when we do not know what to do, all we have to do is to keep on walking". I'm trusting God. I aknowledge the fact that now is a bad time to graduate but I refuse to believe that God will shortchange me :))

I'm doing whatever I can to contribute my small little share to society and to my self-value! have been doing some housework recently, reading book, giving bible study, meeting cg members and all. However, there are still mornings or late nights when i just slack around. LOL. okie, Myrna is also human ok..=DD

Enough of rattling! Please keep me in prayer!! :)) Let's encourage one another ( those who are looking for job), continue pressing on and believing! And Huijuan and I have formed a support grp for fresh grad job seekers since last night!! Can sign up w us ! :))

Happy 4th mth!

2009-06-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR! :)

Spend some time with dear today. Now that he's working, i really gotta treasure every moment and time spent with him :)) Thinking back, this 4 months have passed really v fast!

Anyway, shall do some recap! I hope i'm accurate in the days!

Happy 1st day!! @ Kenneth's place

Happy 2nd day!! @ kelong!

Happy 7th days!! @ dear's friend, Rongrong's wedding!

Happy 1 week!!

Happy 32th day!! Post term test celebration!

Happy 87th day! Dear's cousin wedding :)

Happy 3 months! @ Macau!

Thank God for such an awesome person in my life! He's really the most understanding, patient and gentle-spirited guy I ever met! :)

I Love You, Dear! :)

Security

2009-06-20T06:00:00.001-07:00

Im currently reading on the this book called "The tender Heart, Conquering Your Insecurity" by Joseph Nowinski. Just begin reading it yesterday and i managed to learn a few things from it! Shall summarize it :))

1) There are no such thing as people are borned-insecured. BUT, it can be that people are borned-sensitive. However, if the sensitiveness is not positively dealed with, it can lead to insecurity.

2) Insecurity plays a major role in the way ppl view the world and in how they respond to it, including how ppl react to conflict, criticism and loss. Insecurity comes from a combination of experiences of loss, sexual/physical abuse, rejection and neglect.

3) There is no only 2 stands called sensitive and insensitive only. But there are different degrees to that. Some people are more sensitive to ppl's feelings and surrounding but some are less sensitive. those who are less senstive ( or the extreme, insensitive) are called the tough hearted. Hence, when Miss Princess called Tender Heart met up with Mr Prince Charmin called tough hearted, she will always feel that Mr Prince charming cannot meet up with her expectations (wrt to her emotional needs, feelings etc) and hence, this will cause the relationship to be on the rocky edges.

However, the book will talk abt overcoming it; from insecured to confidence. And what to do when u are tender hearted but ur partner is tough hearted etc..Shall share further after reading more of it! :)

I guess almost everyone of us will experience some degree of insecurity in some stages of our lives..And i think the people close to us are so important in helping us to grow in confidence..I love hanging out w people whom i'm hanging out with now, coz they are the ones who will edify me, encourage me, positively challenge me and build me up into a better person! U guys know who u are! *winks*

okie!..5mins more to...Boys over Flowers!! Ch.u, 930pm! :)

Hope

2009-06-18T21:36:00.001-07:00

Haven't been updating my blog for some days! I have been looking for jobs and going for interviews. Went for 2 diff job interviews BUT..i didn't proceed further coz these are not what i want. The first one i went for is for the position of sales and marketing executive! haha but the job is like.. weird??? Doesn't need any qualification, don't have basis pay and very pao1 tou1 lu4 mian4 lo!! And for the 2nd job, i got the bei4 pian4 (kana cheated) de feeling! the person told me is management traineeeee job in a financial sector! end up, it's actually financial planner/insurance agent. i mean the job of a financial planner is good! and it's v meaningful. BUT! why can't they be frank with us abt the job position? don't have to come out with fancy names right??

Okie, some of u must be thinking..."well..the economy is bad...just take up with any job..." I just feel..ya..i understand..but still, i always believe that a job position should be the one which we really must have passion for..whereby we can put to good use whatever we have learnt for the past 20+ years! (not only educational knowledge) I want to go into the call of God..to where He wants me to go..where I can share and contribute whatever i have to the marketplace. Even though i may have little..but i just want to share this little part of what i have.. and not just doing mundane job.

I want to wake up each day, feeling so energetized to go to work. Because i know that, i'm going to make a difference ( even if it's just sowing a little seed) in someone else's life this day!!

I like talking to people, i like meeting people, i like seeing people's life change for the better.

God, i need double, triple..confirmations!!

We live in a place of hope. But many of us, went through a process to discover it.. i want to be the one who help others discover this God-given word, call..H.O.P.E..

Random.

2009-06-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

It has been great these few weeks after i came back from my grad trip. After all the fun moments, it's back to reality. Time to look for job! I've been keeping a look out and sending resumes.. lol..honestly, i feel a bit odd and weird having to find a job. a permenent job. not holiday jobs anymore..no no, i mean, like what pastor says, not job, but a position. :) My major is life science but i don't think i'm doing lab..not my cup of tea. Keeping my options open and see how it goes. However, there are a few occupations that i'm completely closed up to. haha anyway, i gotta quickly have income! gotta start saving, pay off my loans, give home allowance to my parents and stop taking anymore pocket money from them. Even tho they didn't say anything about it, but i still feel a bit =X like bai1 chi bai1 zhu. When i was a student, it's understandable, but now...nono!

I'm just so happy to spend more time with my cg members these few weeks. Having to meet them up one on one to catch up, go for weekly cg dinner outing, cg movie, cg sports. lol..And i'm so glad that we finally hit a big 2 this weekend. Together as a family, we did it! All of them contributed and work so hard, hence many friends came and some teared during altar call..

:)

It's great to see someone's life changes in cg..and that person go out there to change someone else's life.

Many smses me during the week to share with me their happiness in reaching out. i'm just so excited for them!

Some rattles.

Gone is my cosy room. Gone is my bed position. Gone is my air con. it's under renovation. =(

Gone is my living room. No TV, No sofa, No dining table.

Drilling tml. That can drive one crazy!!

I really dread it. It makes me wanna stay outside of the house from morning to night. i think i will seriously do that. be a delinquent for a week. zhao4 fan1 ah!

Okie. i'm done with my rattles.

God is good. God is amazing and God loves us so much. However, i would never want to take that for granted. Humility is the way to success. I must always remind myself to stay humble and dependent on God. However, humility is not weakness. It is the aknowledgement of one's weakness. :)

Movie "Drag me to hell"

2009-06-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

Had a great time spent with Dear. Lol..watching "Drag Me to Hell". Both of us agreed that this is a exciting show!! He gave a rating of 4.5/5, while i gave 4/5. hahaha to me, it's the best show that we have ever watched together so far. Lol..The rest of the audiences are so participative in responding!! haha we all just screamed and laughed together! haha and I think dear is very cute and funny!! Lol..His screams is more 'shocking' that the movie LOl. i was genuinely shocked by his sudden loud screams twice! And he quite busy having to cover his ears and my ears as well, like a little boy boy! haha

Time to sleep, going morning pm! :))

Roller Blade!

2009-06-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

It has been quite a long time since i went east coast park to play!! Before going ECP, Jasmine, Char, Ger, Lilian, Weikiat and I met up early in the morning to go for Morning PM at payah leba. Pastor Tan shared a very good Word of Hab 2:2. And it realli encourages me :) He shares that God has a schedule. And when after we prayed for the thing, it may not come instanteously. But God has it in plan for us. So why does we still need to pray for it? This is so as it will train up our patience, persistence and perseverance! Wooah! I was like blown away!

After Pm, we all went down to ECP ( i was so excited about it that i woke up even b4 5am!! LOL). We...ROLLER BLADE!!

This is really my breakthrough! Honestly, since young, i'm not good in sports and i don't really enjoy it as much as my other peers do. However, this time round, i really enjoy it! Even though i look quite *toot* trying my best to learn in front of those little kids who can blade like a pro, it was still satisfying for me! haha!

Thanks to Weikiat, Nathan, Lilian and Jasmine who teach us (me and ger)! Weikiat is amazing. it is his first time blading and his first step is already so confident and he learnt it so quickly! like..within 5 mins???! And of coz our learning guides includes some of the instructors who just happened to be there. And...some pro uncles who always blade there, ( they can do stunts wan okiee!! ) haha

Lol see pro germaine!

Happy me!

Energetic Lilian!

Sporty Jasmine and Cute nathan! haha

And Us!! haha nathan is so cute! He's is the rescue team. LOL. whenever I going to fall, i will scream (it's natural ok) and he will be shocked by my scream. His body will really shake! hahah!

There is this Uncle who teaches us how to blade..After i screamed, he imitated my scream and said, "Haiyo!! You scared me lei! Scream until like that!" Then he will guide me again. lol..

And lastly, us! :)) All of us had fun and let's have more of this kinda outing again!!

After rollerblading, I went out with dear. And we unintentionally went to the place where we had our first date. haha! anyway, Great time to spend with him :))

Thank you Jesus :)

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I feel so happy! Now i know the reason why i felt the way i felt on thurs! :)

God is cool, isn't it. He gave us the hope and light! He breaks down all walls and bondages so that we can live righteously in His arms.

I love you Jesus! I thank you for the breakthrough in the lives, growth and closeness :) I wanna go up to the next level!

Roland!

2009-06-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

60Secs of Fame Redux!

YK ZONE ROLAND SEAFOOD RESTAURANT OUTING!!

After service! we went down to roland seafood! haha it is my first time there and it's really quite big. Considering the number of dishes we ate, it's is relatively quite cheap and worthwhile! My cg and i formed 1 table and we just ate and enjoy and relax.

While eating, there are programmes on too.

Introducing, one of the MCs, QuanHan! v spontaneous n funny Lol..
Lengkian and i, doing icebreakers! The participators are to piece the same coloured slips of paper and name out the song, title. the fastest hand wins. And Thank You Howard for your help! :) haha

hahaha my cg at the stage, (can u see them?) trying to find a spot to piece the slips of paper! i think my cg is v cute! lol..

Residues.

Boonkiat and Pauline, being saboed!

And here comes the performance! they really dance v well. how i wish i can do so :)

Performance by Charles and Chris! Awesome voice, Charles and great playing, Chris!

Very pretty Sophie and Chris!

Very talented Jieyun and Chris!

Samuel! he's awesome! hahaha i think his performance is the best! He can memorize people's phone no. within a very short span! and we tested him. Given him 10 numbers randomly from the floor, and he can do it in like a v short time!! And he doesn't need to save no.s in his phonebook. he just dialled from his memory! tested on the spot! Thumbs up!

And there's Jody, pretty MC!

that's all folks! Photos from Chris. roars! 4get to take any pics with my cg!!

Anyway, i'm glad sandra is back with us!! From her luxurious Europe grad trip!! haha and she bought me a Ahem!! anyway, Sarah (sandra's sis) joined us today and i'm happy to see her, this little sister! I saw her grow up from a guai1 guai primary girl to now a gorgeous teenager! haha *sarah, if u see this entry, remember what u did me to last time!! the "Hurt" and "trama"!! LOL.

And..nathan is back with us again!!! :)) welcome back!!

We live with a hope.

Week=D

2009-06-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

Today, my house is aliken to having a war! Drilling drilling and drilling!! it's driving me crazy! tml, i just going out for a breather. i felt bored staying at house to guard the house. haha. rars! Renovation of the floorings. no more wooden floor and platform. =(

Tuesday combined meeting with pastor tan is awesome! During praise and worship, God just spoke to my heart, "In order to serve under ALL circumstances, you need to have the Love of God and Joy of the Lord." Serving people, Serving God is not difficult BUT, not that easy as said, but the simple truth behind it set our foundations..i thank God that he gave me the phrases to encourage and sustain me =D muacks! Really felt so touched. Had a v good dinner cum outreach games discussion with Yanghong, (despite we waiting for each other for 20 mins coz my hp can't receive his calls, rars! we wanna box each other up alr! Lol..). During our conversation, he said, "In the presence of God, we wept because we feel the way Jesus feel." That night, at meeting, first time in a few weeks, i wept. Not during worship. But during praise. Tears just uncontrollably ran down my cheeks. Because i felt the heart of God, telling me..about Love and Joy of God that will bring me through all things.. He knew my heart. And now, i knew His Heart.. :)

and i think..2 of the people whom i really admire for their love and joy of God is Boonkiat and Pauline. Boonkiat, needless to say, he's really someone who's so close to God. And whenever, i ask him for advice, he will just enlighten me in ways :) And for Pauline, she really has the pure heart after God and i really look up to her for that. The way she speaks, carries herself, preaches, leads etc really have the presence and anointing of God..woahh. :))

Had a great time with Twinniez on monday!! haha the main aim of this meet up is to catch up and buy stuffs for our friends. For me, is my boyfriend. lol. anyway, we went to buy grace's friend's bday present and it was hilarious. Lol. this sales assistant is closing the shutter already ( she's outside the store) and we were like..can we go in? we make reservation for an item. and she kindly let us in. in the store, there are still a few sales assistants doing some packing up etc. we bend down and go under the shutter into the store. We were also panting coz we really literally ran all the way. The moment we appear out of nowhere from the shutter, all the sales assistants in the store were stunned, and their jaw dropped. LOL. as if we are there to rob there! seeing their stunned faces, twinniez and i are stunned too. There was an awkard 5 sec where everyone just remained at their positions, not move or talk. LOl. but, overall, mission accomplished! wooh!

really love this dearie alot! =D as usual, our regular stunts! hahaha the departmental store is closing at 930pm, and the sales ppl are waiting for us! opps!